how im wild and crazy with friends. and then when i’m around specific people i get all freaked out and queer. its like i want to scream to them, “this isn’t me!” but i can’t. i hate it. $#
brrooke's Life List
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1. stop being paranoid
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2. do well in my first semester of college
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3. make love by the ocean
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4. move out when i'm 18
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5. get a new job
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6. Marry Mick MacCallum!
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7. treat Mick better
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8. buy a car
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9. go to europe
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10. peace of mind
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11. chill out
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12. have peace of mind
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13. sleep on the beach
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14. get a tattoo.
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15. sky diving
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16. beat mick at halo 3!
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i’ve just discovered how negative i really was. i assume the worst of people when i meet them, i get offended so easily, agh. i need help, i don’t know what to do about it. i want to blame it on my parents. help, please?
is peace of mind really achievable? its almost as if you go on vacation looking for peace of mind, but me, and my paranoid self is stressing out about what is going on at home without me, or the thought of just going back to reality freaks me out. but it seems like a great thing to have, just to be at peace with the world. i guess i’ve felt that way a couple of times. but really it becomes almost just a waiting thing, whatever is stressing you out at the time needs to just blow over, which takes time. peace of mind can also come from achievements. i’m going to really try for this one.
