buddhabella

.... the girl who wrote that it wasnt worth it
I’ve had a horrible day everything and everyone are getting on my nerves and all i want is to be happy. And all i can think about is how big my stomach is getting-shit what if im pregnant…i honestly wouldnt know cuz i havent had my period in 3 months or so
i just feel like purging soo badly (i probably will too) but i HATE feeling like this, and i have since i was 11-no 11 year old should worry about how many calories they are eating a day, god its just all so twisted these days
i hate summer because all i do is sit around and watch tv i hate being out in my swimsuit around all the skinny girls-even worse when they’re bigger (great thinspiration huh) fat just grosses me out so much i cannot stand it
oh man i was doing soo good i hadnt been to this website in like 3 months and i was eating normal and feeling good but not now

the weird thing is since ive been eating normal im down to my lowest weight yet!
115

here i come 110! wish me luck

.... the girl who wrote that it wasnt worth it
I’ve had a horrible day everything and everyone are getting on my nerves and all i want is to be happy. And all i can think about is how big my stomach is getting-shit what if im pregnant…i honestly wouldnt know cuz i havent had my period in 3 months or so
i just feel like purging soo badly (i probably will too) but i HATE feeling like this, and i have since i was 11-no 11 year old should worry about how many calories they are eating a day, god its just all so twisted these days
i hate summer because all i do is sit around and watch tv i hate being out in my swimsuit around all the skinny girls-even worse when they’re bigger (great thinspiration huh) fat just grosses me out so much i cannot stand it
oh man i was doing soo good i hadnt been to this website in like 3 months and i was eating normal and feeling good but not now

the weird thing is since ive been eating normal im down to my lowest weight yet!
115

here i come 110! wish me luck

i hated myself for soo long it caused me to be depressed i was slowly killing myself and im not going to lie i still have horrible days but i just want to offer up my love and support to you all