I am definitely getting bigger! My thing is, i dont want flabby. I want big firm and round. And thats what I’m getting.
well, i weighed myself today, and I’m at 197,and i measured myself too. 36”-40”-36” it hurts to bend over. i’m noticing an increase in size at my lower stomach around my hips. this is great. I think I might be setttng myself a new goal of 36”-41”-36” at 210ish for mid january. I keep lotion so i wont get stretchmarks. My stomach isnt flabby, its actually very very tight.
I’m loving the sensation of when i bend over, and how it hurts. you may wonder why I dont want to gain anywhere besides my stomach, and thats just how I want it to be. I want to reach “36-46”-36” at around 250-275 lbs
--That was as of 12/23/2007. Today is a new. I dont know how I gain so fast. It started really picking up when I just embraced eating like a pig. Today I weighed myself, and measured myself.
Heres my Rundown…
Starting out: 165 lbs at 36”-35”-36” 09/14/2007
Mid-Point: 197 lbs at 36”-40”-36” 12/23/2007
Current: 213 lbs at 36”-42.5”-36” 01/05/2008
I can’t believe how I’ve grown. Its like a dream. I wish my camera hadn’t taken that spill in Gatlinburg… or I could show you guys.
My parents now know. my mom called me into the living room and asked me to step on the scale and to lift my shirt. I was so scared. I got a huge lecture about eating disorders, and how fat I was getting. I told them it wasn’t and that I wanted to get fatter, and that I wasn’t going to stop until I was at around 250-275 with a 46” waist and they flipped. now almost a 2 weeks later, I’m finding more fattening food in the house. Kinda creepy, but w/e.
