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buttercupw03




I'm doing 31 things
  

buttercupw03's Life List

  1. 1. Graduate college with honors
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  2. 2. Overcome my fear of public speaking
    3 cheers     		222 people
  3. 3. Get accepted into law school
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  4. 4. Tour New Zealand
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  5. 5. Become a volunteer in third world countries
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  6. 6. Have more self-confidence
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  7. 7. Learn Spanish
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  8. 8. Learn to draw
    1 entry     		1,679 people
  9. 9. Learn to play the piano
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  10. 10. Stop procrastinating
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  11. 11. Be more independent
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  12. 12. Make my parents proud
    		1,264 people
  13. 13. Stop caring about what other people think of me
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  14. 14. Watch the sunrise/sunset with my mom
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  15. 15. be more optimistic
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  16. 16. Appreciate what I have
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  17. 17. Visit a taping of the Tonight Show with Jay Leno
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  18. 18. Learn how to swim
    1 cheer     		584 people
  19. 19. Become less shy
    2 cheers     		161 people
  20. 20. Go glacier climbing
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  21. 21. Go horseback riding
    		446 people
  22. 22. Stop being depressed
    4 entries . 2 cheers     		444 people
  23. 23. Learn to love again
    		76 people
  24. 24. Become a better person
    		722 people
  25. 25. Plant an olive tree in Palestine
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  26. 26. Educate others on the atrocities committed in Iraq by the U.S.
    		1 person
  27. 27. Love myself
    		3,425 people
  28. 28. Kiss in the rain
    1 cheer     		13,221 people
  29. 29. Make a difference in the world
    		757 people
  30. 30. Get an eyebrow piercing
    1 entry     		46 people
  31. 31. Promote David Alles's Art
    4 team members     		4 people
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Stop being depressed (read all 4 entries…)
Untitled 1 year ago

I’m feeling better compared to the past weeks. I have been turning to God, and fasting during Ramadan has been helping immensely. I don’t feel as empty inside as before. Sometimes I talk to Him when I’m alone and I feel like He is listening. The family has been helping as well.

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Stop being depressed (read all 4 entries…)
Untitled 1 year ago

I’m surrounding myself around people who love and care about me and it’s truly been making me feel better. I have thoughts of suicide, but I’m honestly trying to stop thinking about it so much. I try to keep myself occupied so I don’t have to think negative thoughts. It’s been hard, but I’m trying.

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Stop being depressed (read all 4 entries…)
Untitled 2 years ago

It’s sad when we allow others to make ourselves feel worthless. It’s even sadder when it’s the one person we love who is the cause of so much pain. At times this person can make you feel like shit simply because he can. You feel as though there is no reason to live, but you know that suicide is not an option because it will devastate your mother, father, and siblings. Sometimes you feel nothing but hate towards this person. Sometimes you just want him to feel as much pain as you’ve felt over the past three years. So why is it hard to imagine your life without him?

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finish my dissertation have over 500 C.D's do the splits be a bartender carpe diem KEEP A HEALTHY LEVEL OF INSANITY Just_Jess wants to be more spiritual tone my body Do 50 situps PhD be my own boss love life be more outgoing travel the world Watch all episodes of "The Simpsons" ever made. dye my hair blonde Visit Montreal LDH wants to be inspired live Get over it see the demolition of a large structure join the army volunteer on an archaeological dig make a Flash cartoon. follow my heart live in a house with a wrap-a-round porch visit all 7 continents