I'm doing 21 things
What might have happened if I had never got caught up in you?
You were my all, but now everyone has reduced you to nothing,
not worth anyone’s time; including my own.
Took me under your wing, and took me down with you
You guided me down the alley into a life,
you didn’t even want to be in.
Knew where you were going, and I didn’t have a clue.
I looked upto you, loved you, and idolized you for so long.
Everything comes out in the wash, except the things I
actually want to know, whether you ever really cared
Or only used us for your own advantage
We offered, and you never refused
“So confident, so sure of himself”
You don’t have a clue who you are if you need
to resort to things like cocaine to figure out how to get away
from the demons in your head, or numb your pain
What about your baby sister, or your mother
Hasn’t your family been through enough already
Second time getting put in that place,
You “know how the game works”
then why aren’t you winning.
The first day we met; you told me I didn’t look like
I had any problems in my life, at the time
I disagreed
But I never knew problems before I met you.
