californygirl

i stopped eating red meat, but my soft spot is sushi. so hopefully one day, i will be strong enought to give that up to. in the meantime, ive tried to replace the things i used to eat with healthier food, and i have to say i dont crave meat at all.

i have never felt love, despite the fact that ive said the words, i dont know what it means to love another person, all those emotions and all that passion…a fear of mine is that ill never care so much for another person. i dont think of myself as someone that indifferent, but im not sure i have that capacity.

its not often that you can say that about someone. but its the case. this man has changed my life with his thoughts, actions and words. despite the fact that i run the risk of ruining a perfect memory from a time in my life with revisitation, im willing to risk it.