I'm doing 41 things
I took the job. I am excited. I am going to just work really, really hard and make my dreams come true.
caligirl5527's Life List
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1. run a marathon
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2. have nice abs
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3. Work out 5 days a week
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4. eat healthy
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5. become more independent
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6. make new friends
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7. Pay off all my debt
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8. Establish a healthier relationship with myself.
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9. be more positive
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10. become more confident
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11. drink a gallon of water a day
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12. learn to cook
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13. do the splits
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14. travel
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15. be okay with being alone
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16. move
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17. be happy
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18. have more sex
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19. volunteer
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20. learn to play the guitar
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21. take naked pictures
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22. Travel to Greece
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23. Take more pictures
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24. increase my credit score
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25. visit all 7 continents
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26. Take better care of my skin
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27. Learn to surf
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28. see the aurora borealis
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29. Be a better friend
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30. buy a house
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31. learn pottery
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32. get married
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33. have children
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34. find the love of my life
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35. find someone who will sing me a love song
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36. get a puppy
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37. Clean My House and Keep It Clean
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38. Believe in myself
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39. give 500 cheers
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40. solve a rubix cube
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41. weigh 120 pounds
185 people
Recent entries
I interviewed at a great office. I would love to work there. I got the job offer but the startup fees are a lot more than I expected. I don’t know if I should just jump in and do it or wait a little while longer. It is such a gamble. I am super motivated and great with people but I just don’t have the money to pay for office space each month. If I didn’t sell a house for a couple of months I would be screwed!!! I don’t know what to do. It is my dream and I don’t want to let go.
So I guess one last try didn’t work. We are done. I have been on a couple of dates with a new guy but find myself constantly thinking of him. I have no idea why. I can go over the list of things that I want in life and he just doesn’t fit. Do people have to go through a certain designated amount of pain in their lives before they find happiness? I think that happiness is in your own hands and my problem is that I find a certain amount of comfort in being sad. I feel so much anxiety. I should go to the doctor and get some form of “medicine” that numbs me to all of this pain and uncertainty but then I will just walk through life in a daze and will not be able to look back on this time as my “difficult period.” I want to be able to really appreciate true happiness when and if I find it. I don’t really require a lot. I should require more. Maybe that is the entire problem. I need to write a list of all of the things I want in a partner and never settle. Time is my enemy. I have wasted so much of it and now it is laughing in my face as it races by. I continue to get older as nothing around me changes. I know that I have to be proactive in my life but there is a wall that I just can’t get over. I know what I need to do but actually taking action and doing something seems impossible to me.
