I’ve had this goal for a couple years and I confess that I haven’t done a lot of active work toward it. But that I still remember quite a bit more than I did when I started.
Mostly it’s happened spontaneously while I was off doing other things. (Isn’t that the way of things all too often?)
I started meditating and having that regular practice of shutting up and listening has really helped- and not just this but also in generally being more functional.
My only complaint is that it seems like most of the really vivid memories I’ve dredged up are from one life in particular and they’re largely unhappy or even traumatic. I’ve worked through those issues and that’s helped me in the here and now but I’d dearly love some happy memories once in a while!
Mar 10, 2009, 07:35AM PDT | 0 comments
I can’t say as I’ve finished this but I do feel like I’ve made a whooole lot of progress. I’ve grown a lot since the last time I put an update here. And grown up a lot. I’ve also learned how to be happy a little more often. Not necessarily giddy-happy but more the calm accepting sort of internal happiness. Almost peace.
There’s still a lot of work to be done. Isn’t there always? But my internal state has improved so much it’s not even funny.
Mar 10, 2009, 07:19AM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
I am taking a class in illustrator this semester at college and I seem to have taken to it like a duck to water so I’m marking this done! It’s really awesome learning all the cool things I can do!
Feb 05, 2007, 07:46AM PST | 0 comments