I took my biology test today – I thought I failed miserably but it turns out I got a 68.
My average right now is a 70 though. I’m right there on the verge of barely acceptable.
My lab grade should bump up my overall grade like 10 points, so I’m not too worried.
I have one more test in biology and them I’m done.
Today was also the day that I declined my admission offer for UO. I can’t believe I just said that.
But that isn’t a statement of giving up. The fact that I was physically able to do that means that the dream is still alive. I can’t say I’m alright. But I’m getting there.
I went over to Angel Face’s apartment today so we could study for our biology test. That was our intention, and Micki was there too and Brent showed up.
Eventually we went outside, started a fire in his fire pit, and then had a beer chugging contest. Angel Face left at some point to go buy marshmallows and we roasted them by the fire. I didn’t eat any because of the gelatin, but it was fun.
We partied until ten pm. Micki was nice enough to give me a ride back to my dorm. Good thing too; I was so drunk and high I was stumbling up the steps; mixing alcohol and marijuana isn’t the best idea as I’ve learned. But it was so much fun.
Everyone I have talked to about my plan has been overwhelmingly supportive. Which is a huge relief. I would hate for someone to try to talk me out of it. I won’t let that happen.
I went to a health food store today. And a little girl ran up to me once she saw I was wearing a hoodie with the words “Oregon Ducks” and she shouted “Yay Oregon! I love you so much!” and she ran up to me and hugged me and said she was from Oregon.
That basically made my day.