i have 8 seasons!!!
i still need season 7 and 9 and my collection will be complete!
i refuse to watch any of them until i get them all, and can have a day where i watch all ten seasons at once! haha!
now if i can juss find the 40 bucks needed for the other two.
im not really following this very well.
but heres a few things that make me happy.
1. shopping for dorm stuff!
2. rock climbing
3. relaxing
4. my doggy
Wow. its definately been a while. but ive got a million things that make me happy, n im juss going to list all of them haaha
1. im graduating in less than a week!
2. im enrolled in an amazing college n its going to be great
3. im single, which means not tied down, and i can be myself again!
4. i met a great guy whos just my type. he doesnt expect me to be more than i am, and he wants me to be myself. hes amazing to be around, n i like him alot! :)
5. The weather is finally clearing up n is acting like summer. its so awesome! i love summer!!!!
6. My grandparents will be here tonight which is awesome.
7. Once again…. IM GRADUATING!!!!!!
i graduated with a 3.59. maybe i can graduate college with a 4.0? we’ll see how that turns out haha
i really dont even know if ill ever be able to do this. he always finds a way to talk me into staying. the one thing that gets me is he says hes all i got. and at first i get mad that he said it but then i start thinking n i believe him. but i know now that its not true. because i can find friends here even if it is a new place. and he isnt really mean to me or anything.. he just doesnt care enough to go out of his way for me at all but he expects me to do it. like he doesnt work at all.. but if he doesnt feel like it he comes up. and im expected to go to school, then work, then his house to yell at each other. n i do soooo much to try and make him happy. i dont know why.. but i always try because its like i want him to be happy. but its like he isnt trying for me at all. i just dont even know….
i was wantin any part, but i guess i suck at singing… soooo im the stage manager. which is good still. i like bossing people around too.. lol so i guess i failed at this one…..
so its been a while haha
not really keepin up with tha entries….
but today ive been happy about a couple different things.
first was shayla. shes one of my new good friends. shes real cool and doesnt talk shit about people. hope fully me n her will get to be really good friends. thats gonna be a first in colorado aha
second was dustin.. hes so funny n nice. hes always got something nice to say about everyone. hes so lovable haha
third was austin. even though we havent talked much, i just want to smile thinking about him. hes all i got, want, and need. i love him.
this is gonna be a hard one to achieve.
i work so much anymore that as soon as i get off school i either have a ton of homework to catch up on or work. i wish i didnt have this stupid job so i could stay fit lol
woo!
im happy! ahahaahhha
ever since i found austin hes really started to make me see through all the fake stuff n see who i am and what i want. he helps me appreciate the little things.
ive decided that life isnt about other people. its about me and the ones i love. if theres haters hating, let them hate. i love living for me. i dont think about pleasing others unless i know that they will appreciate it. i love my life and i dont want it to get all fucked up by someone who isnt content with their own life. im over the high school scene. im ready to get started living my life the way i want to live it.
1. one week before school starts!!
2. chilling all day with nothing to do feels good
3. im reclaiming my independance starting today. i go out with whatever friends i have and he cant stop me :)
july 31, 2008
1. school shopping rocked. 2 pairs of abercrombie jeans for 45 dollars. i am now in love with platos closet. its amazing
2. olive garden tasted delicious
3. dyed my hair black. i really like it.
july 30, 2008
1. i told him exactly how i feel no secrets
2. got a new shirt. its really cute.
3. painted a flower today. i really like it. thats one of the first paintings that i like that i did. :P
100 things that make me smile
1. freshly painted fingernails
2. finishing a painting
3. wearing jeans that fits me good
4. getting an A on a test
5. watching my dogs play
6. really delicious food
7. when someone goes out of their way to do something nice
8. hugs. i love hugs.
9. seeing someone for the first time in a long time
10. hearing the word skadoosh aahaa
11. cashing my paycheck
12. brand new clothes
13. skinny boys without shirts on
14. not so skinny boys without shirts on
15. girls who havent gone through the pains of life yet
16. girls who hate me
17. water
18. eating healthy food
19. doing something fun with friends after school
20. getting under the covers after shaving my legs :P
21. looking at myself after working out
22. winning a tennis match (rarely happens)
23. recieving a compliment
24. giving a compliment that i mean
25. olive garden salad
26. my dog
27. chipotle
28. waking up at three in the afternoon to find a really sunny bedroom
29. washing my car
30. finding money thats been in my pocket for a few weeks
31. crying because im happy
32. doin somethin crazy
33. when the song i wanted to hear most comes on my ipod when its on random
34. when someone does something romantic for me
35. sunsets
36. wild tiger lilys
37. when i get a note
38. getting piggy back rides
39. watching little kids be cute
40. belly shakers haha
41. Saving Jane’s “Beautiful Day”
42. Addicted by Saving Abel
43. getting lost
44. flirting.. haha i can hear myself sounding like a stupid girl when i do it.
45. imagining myself as older. i juss cant.
46. trying to sing in the shower then realizing theres people who can hear me
47. Reba
48. family guy’s stewie
49. my awesome paintball scar thanks ta colton
50. speaking of colton… colton
51. coltons jeep! aahaa
52. thinkin about goin to the macaroni grill wit nick.. how exciting right? coloring on tables?!! say wha
53. crazy eyeballs
54. sparklers
55. listening to tarahs voice.
56. my birthday
57. my brothers insane driving
58. my hamster when he throws up a waterfall of food
59. the thought of graduation.
60. aviaters
61. tracter rides. i feel sexy when im on em. hahaahaa
62. taco bell’s 89 cent burritos
63. americas funniest home videos
64. eighteenth in 6 monthssss
65. senior year almost here
66. fall
67. looking at pictures that ive taken years afterwards
68. seeing animals in the wild
69. the feeling of helping someone
70. moms unique dinners
71. first jobs!!
72. thinkin about when tha scouts come home in march
73. knowin that ill be 18 when they get here ;) jk jk
74. ice cold water
75. my car
76. the smell of watercolor paint
77. seeing my house after leaving his house
78. soft skin
79. cute co workers
80. knowing that i could support myself if i had to.
81. albertacos breakfast burritos
82. knowing that i could whenever i wanted to.
83. hotwings
84. shoppingggggg
85. my hamsters loving ways
86. pissing him off
87. being mad
88. cooking and not messing it up!
89. playing spotlight. i wanna do that like now.
90. songs you can dance to
91. dancing to those songs drunk
92. speaking of drunk…. partiessssss
93. the feeling after you work out
94. big soft blankets wrapped around me
95. having a bestfriend-relationship with my parents
96. knowing that you cant change it no matter how hard you try
97. the thought of having almost 100 things to smile about
98. putting change in my pickle jar
99. cashing in that change a year later and getting 200 dollers from it
100. my life.
havent had internet access for a while, but im back!
yesterday..
1. i registered for school and i love my schedule!!
2. went to breakfast with Malachi. it was really great to get away from just going out with austin and having a little bit of friend time.
3. had a job interview at starbucks and i got hired!! wooo
todayyyy
1. i ditched link and got kicked out, but it felt so much better not having to confront mr bloyd about it. now i dont have to worry about it at all! woot
2. went to starbucks today but it wasnt so great because i had to sit in front of the computer for a few hours. but i got paid for itt!!! say wha?! haha yup
3. moms makin some really strange supper. it sounds amazing n i cant wait to have some. somethin like hawaii chicken. haha yummmssss
1. i talked to austin a little bit n he made me feel a little better about our whole situation.
2. we ate hot wings today. mmmm
3. leaving in the morning. im so pumpedddd
today ive donated 4000 grains, but i still have 972,000 left. in total ive donated 28,000 grains
1. I got up at six in the morning to go eat breakfast with the three best girls evar n i loved it.
2. i got my check today. it was for over a hundred dollars. i was so excited to have some extra cash with meee
3. i talked to my long lost friend lexie today n were gonna hang out tonight since im in town for a couple days. i cant wait to see her again!!!
