I am praying ONLY for knowledge of God’s will for me and the power to carry it out.
It’s amazing the things that happen in my life when I get out of the way, remain humble, and allow a power greater than myself to work in my life. I don’t believe in coincidences, I do believe in miracles. I believe that my higher power lives in other people and inside me as well. I can never choose where my help comes from, nor can I choose who my God sees fit for me to help. All I can do is pray for knowledge of God’s will for me and the power to carry it out.
ive been clean since july 6th, 2005.. if i keep doing what i am doing: go to meetings, pray and meditate, call my network and sponsor on a regular basis, be of service to na, and continue to sponsor other addicts and help whoever wants my help,,, then i should have four years clean july 6th of this year! awesome feeling man. just surround myself with positive people, get rid of the negative ones while ALWAYS accepting whatever comes my way and i am one grateful, clean, and serene recovering addict with one huge smile on her face.
today i ate a mini 100 calarie bagel with fat-fre cream cheese for breakfast, a hand full of grapes and yogurt, for lunch i had steamed carrotts, a boca (fake) “chicken” patty with ketchup, and a yogurt..dinner was sushi- avocado and cream cheese roll and sweet potato roll with edamame and a salad… then i was a bad girl and ate a doughnut. arrg. but i feel better about what i ate today than how i normally eat.. it’s a process, not perfection.