candlelightchristina




I'm doing 25 things
 

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  1. 1. go to hare christna worship services
    1 person
  2. 2. finish my backpiece
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    2 people
  3. 3. do yoga
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    2,160 people
  4. 4. skydive
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    11,414 people
  5. 5. go camping
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    2,860 people
  6. 6. transfer to a university in san francisco in january 2010
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    1 person
  7. 7. Have amazing lesbian sex
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    229 people
  8. 8. get a passport
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    1,777 people
  9. 9. exercise regularly
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    10,995 people
  10. 10. finish my associates degree in forensic studies may2010
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    1 person
  11. 11. write a new poem
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    13 people
  12. 12. take a road trip accross the country without booking any hotels ahead of time and stay in a tent or the car for most of it
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    2 people
  13. 13. feel comfortable in a bikini
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    13 people
  14. 14. go to buddhist worship services
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    1 person
  15. 15. go to law school
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    836 people
  16. 16. go to europe
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    2,738 people
  17. 17. get my bachelors in criminal justice/forensic psychology
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    1 person
  18. 18. get my camera fixed or buy a new one
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    1 person
  19. 19. pay the cat hospital the money i owe
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    1 person
  20. 20. see conan live
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    5 people
  21. 21. open a savings account at a bank seperate from my checking account
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    1 person
  22. 22. never settle for less than i deserve
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    20 people
  23. 23. go on a date with an asian guy (i find them simply irresistible)
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    2 people
  24. 24. fall deeply in love with someone who is deeply in love with me
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    1 person
  25. 25. get a raise
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    213 people

How I did it
How to not think negative thoughts when i see, think about, talk about, or hear about my ex boyfriend
It took me
16 months
It made me
feel free


How to lose fifteen pounds
It took me
2 months
It made me
content


How to stay clean for four years
It took me
4 years
It made me
centered


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Recent entries
finish my 11th step (for NA)
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I am praying ONLY for knowledge of God’s will for me and the power to carry it out.

It’s amazing the things that happen in my life when I get out of the way, remain humble, and allow a power greater than myself to work in my life. I don’t believe in coincidences, I do believe in miracles. I believe that my higher power lives in other people and inside me as well. I can never choose where my help comes from, nor can I choose who my God sees fit for me to help. All I can do is pray for knowledge of God’s will for me and the power to carry it out.



stay clean for four years
3 1/2 years

ive been clean since july 6th, 2005.. if i keep doing what i am doing: go to meetings, pray and meditate, call my network and sponsor on a regular basis, be of service to na, and continue to sponsor other addicts and help whoever wants my help,,, then i should have four years clean july 6th of this year! awesome feeling man. just surround myself with positive people, get rid of the negative ones while ALWAYS accepting whatever comes my way and i am one grateful, clean, and serene recovering addict with one huge smile on her face.



lose fifteen pounds (read all 3 entries…)
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today i ate a mini 100 calarie bagel with fat-fre cream cheese for breakfast, a hand full of grapes and yogurt, for lunch i had steamed carrotts, a boca (fake) “chicken” patty with ketchup, and a yogurt..dinner was sushi- avocado and cream cheese roll and sweet potato roll with edamame and a salad… then i was a bad girl and ate a doughnut. arrg. but i feel better about what i ate today than how i normally eat.. it’s a process, not perfection.



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