Car

I think you’re amazing and I’m not too shabby either.

Have dinner with me.

Sincerely yours,

Carla

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=boPhDRug_SQ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Fn-5u2jYZU&feature=related

woke up sick today. rescheduled for Nov 25

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mx5Q6uDS_ys

i used to be SO good at Latin, Greek too for that matter. All for the sake of being better at English and it really did help.

i shall learn if i’m a candidate or not.
sort of hoping i’m not as i’m so scared of it all.

I made a lot of clothes in my teens. Mostly simple shifts, but all kinds. They were great. I want to learn to do it again, and then get advanced with my skills as A LOT of people have asked me for help sewing.

I guess I look like a sewer. ; -)

I’m attaching a HORRIBLE pic, but it’s so you can semi-see a dress I made.

This is SO close to the one in the movie it’s ridiculous.

http://www.schwinnbike.com/usa/eng/Products/Cruisers/Classic-Cruisers/Details/1056-S8ALSSF-Alloy-SS-Womens

someone went to all the bother of putting all these scenes from the movie together and you scarcely see the bike. that was an important part of the film. at 2:37 you can sort of see it. she’s hugging him because he just gave her the bike. then in the scene in Rome w the nuns the bike is there too.

i’ll try to find better footage of this awesome bike.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHYc_hVkq34

so in the last couple days a few things have transpired that have lifted my spirits more about this goal.

one thing i LOVE is that i’m resolute in THIS being my purpose. i’ve never wanted to do something for this long and the discouragement of NO clients has not derailed me. that is SO not like me. i have very whimsical interests ordinarily so this bodes WELL.

i’m waiting for a couple big things to happen here in the next 2 mos. hopefully by Feb/March i can tackle the next phase of this.

i WILL be a full time life coach.

I SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WILL. just watch me….

So I had a pretty scary thing happen on Friday. Got me to thinking about things- the fragility of life and such. There is someone I think I really care about, but I am entirely too scared to say anything. I have zero clue if he has an feelings for me beyond friendship, and that’s why I don’t say anything. I do NOT want to ruin the friendship. That would break my heart. But, do I want to go through the next however many years knowing that I didn’t say anything? I don’t know. I need to sort this out.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=omFqlr_kso0

Don’t get up, Gentlemen, I’m just passing through.”

Oh, Christ. Everything that mattered to me no longer does, and boy does that really depress me. I am used to being passionate about things. Will I get my fire back? Is this temporary?

I sure hope so.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WQDeYzUkXOU

I did this about 10/11 yrs ago. LOVED it and it is a phenomenal full body workout and it involves charging at things.

This appeals to my bellicose nature.

did i have a nightmare last night. i remarried some way older man. even older than ex-husband (he’s only a decade older). in the dream i instantly knew it was terrible mistake. i mean he was well-heeled and respected, but he was just SO wrong for me. i kept trying to get internet access to research annulments.

hey, do you think i’m terrified of getting into another relationship?

duhhhhhh. ; – )

That’s one good thing about Orlando. We were RIGHT by Cassadaga.

I don’t know where to go here in Austin, and I desperately need to see one.

ARGH

So I had a pretty successful food group I named Food Buddies. We would go out to various restaurants. We actually still do, but I have it whittled down to a small core group that ‘get’s it’.

I got to thinking that it would be nice to do a dinner once a month or so at my place. It would be like a family dinner, but better.

I’m trying to come up with a name, because I’m a big dork.

so retarded, but i’m so tempted to cancel my appt. i’m SO scared something will go wrong and i’ll lose my sight.

(losing my sight has been a fear since childhood and watching “Little House…” Mary Ingles was studious and lost her sight and I was studious so I was convinced as a kid that I’d go blind. YES, I know it’s stupid.)

A guy contacted me today (a friend gave him my #). For $1295 and then $199 a mo, they could do that voodoo that they do on my site. It would bring traffic to the site.

With the move 2 mos away and possible eye surgery, I can’t even entertain the thought right now. Maybe in a few months. Nice to know the option is there.

but somehow i marked it as completed. i was going to give up on it.

eight is not forty-three, but it’s the best i could do.