carmelle

I took art in high school till my final examination year and it was awesome. Doing the things you love or offer you release in this crazy planet is the best therapy that maintains one’s sanity.
When I joined IB though it all stopped, I gave away my ppaints and really good brushes…or rather lent them out and they didn’t come back! I’ve learnt that we should’nt give away our tools but instead use them as a medium to express ourselves to others. So I’ll have to save up and get me new tools, paints and whatever else I need to continue my dream of the masterpiece!!!

I got so motivated by other people who have been able to express themselves through poetry and these past two weeks Ive written four already. I thought one a week was great but I guess that will be my minimum. So when I’m ready I’ll probably post one up as an entry. It has really helped me in tense situations since I’m not in my ma’s best books!

I think I’ve been a bit mean when it comes to doing things for my mother…or at least that’s been her feeling every so often. When I don’t feel like doing anything I simply say no instead of doing it with half a heart. But I’ll try to make this change. She thinks I have a grudge on her or I’m angry but I guess I’ve never been so open as to relay my frustrations of the day or from people around me and so I’d rather be quiet in my room and work on me first. I do appreciate everything she does and I thank God for her everyday, but I just can’t put a finger on what went wrong! Even if it’s a hundred more time harder to say it…SORRY MA!