this is such a vague description, but i think we all know when we’ve reached the point in our lives when we’re caring and conscious of it, and unafraid of it. i really think i’ve reached this point.
it was worth doing, no matter what the person below me has to say. it puts you in a much more vulnerable place, caring, but being honest about your feelings and emotions with other people and really listening while they’re honest with you is something that you can never reach while practicing emotional numbness. sometimes it will hurt, but usually it elevates you, helps you to transcend humanity. keep trying, if this is one of your goals. it really is worth it.
