cassika

I used to not have any problem getting pregnant. .
It was basically . .
You look at me and i got pregnant . .
And you know what they say. .
when your not ready. . you get them . .
when your ready . . you cant . .

so here we are trying to have a baby. .
and no success.

Sex does get boring when its a chore.

I honestly thought it wouldn’t ever happen to me.
I stopped looking . . and there he was pursuing me.
At first i remembering thinking he was a dork.
Then i hated him . . then one day . .
it hit me (cupids arrow) after all the crap we had gone through . . and believe me i hated his guts. .
But oddly i was the one who asked him to marry me.
He was crying and told me to stop finishing his sentences.

And every single day i wake up and look at him and feel like the luckiest person in the world.
We have been married for 2 years almost and its like when we first fell inlove.

I think you find that person when your not looking . .
or when you realize you dont need someone to complete you.

I dont know if i necessarily want to be famous. .
But i want my art to be. .
I want it to speak for its self.
Controversial but with a message.

I wish to remain in the shadows. <3