cathychanney

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  1. 1. write poetry and get paid for it
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  2. 2. i need a boyfriend
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  3. 3. ive gotta get control of my life
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  4. 4. ive gotta get control of life
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  5. 5. im wriiting alot
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  6. 6. I WANNA BE WHO I AM
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  7. 7. ACCEPT MYSELF
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  8. 8. I WANT TO EXCEPT MYSELF
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  9. 9. except myself
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  10. 10. my soulmate
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  11. 11. I WANNA CLEAR MY HEAD
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  12. 12. WRITING
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  13. 13. RIDING MY HARLEY
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  14. 14. playing guitar
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  15. 15. help my son
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  16. 16. i love riding my harley talking about my kids growing up
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  17. 17. MUSIC
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  18. 18. friends
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  19. 19. help son
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  20. 20. I WANNA EXCEPT MYSELF
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except myself
EXCEPT MYSELF 3 months ago

I WANNA EXCEPTED MYSELF FOR WHO I AM IVE BEEN DOWN ALOT OF DARK ROADS WE ALL HAVE REALLY PEOPLE CROSS US EVERYDAY DIFFRENT PEOPLE COME IN ARE LIVES WE WONDER WHY THEY COME AND GO BUT THERE ARE REASONS WE GOTTA EXCEPT THINGS AS THEY COME IVE CLIMBED MOUNTAINS REAL HIGH ONES BUT IVE ALWAYS MADE IT BACK TO THE BOTTOM IVE HAD FRIENDS I THOUGHT WERE MY FRIENDS BUT WASNT BUT IVE EXCEPTED IT IVE WONDERED WHY PEOPLE COME AND GO IN AND OUT OF MY LIFE AND WE WILL NEVER NO THAT IVE ASKED MYSELF ALOT OF TIMES BUT EVERYTHING ALWAYS SEEMS TO FALL IN PLACE FOR ME IT MITE TAKE AWHILE BUT IT WILL WE ALL GO THRU DARK AND HARD ROADS BUT I EXCEPT WHAT LIFE BRINGS TO ME PEOPLE DONT LIKE EXCEPTING PEOPLE WHO EXCEPT THERESELFS OR JUST TELLING SOMEONE HOW IT IS OR GOES BUT I EXCEPT THE FACT THAT NOW IF PEOPLE DONT REALLY LIKE ME THEY JUST WANNA BE LIKE ME CAUSE I WANNA EXCEPT MYSELF THE WAY I AM AND I HAVE EVEN THO WE HAVE THE DARK CLOUDS THAT COME AGAINST US IN LIFE BUT WE DONT NO WHY BAD THINGS HAPPEN TO US OR PEOPLE AROUND US IVE ALWAYS THOUGHT IT WAS JUST SIN BUT WE ALL GOTTA GO THRU BAD THINGS IN ARE LIFES BUT GUESS WHAT IVE EXCEPTED IT AND BESIDES WE ALL GOTTA GET BACK UP AND TRY IT AGAIN CAUSE IT WILL GET BETTER FOR EVERYBODY SOONER OR LATER JUST AS IF WE WOKE UP IN A BAD MOOD ONE DAY WELL GUESS WHAT THE NEXTS DAYS BETTER WE ALL GOTTA EXCEPT THE THINGS WE GO THRU IN LIFE WE OFTEN WONDER WHY LIFE BRINGS THE THINGS THE PEOPLE THAT COME AND GOES IN ARE LIFES BUT ITS ALL UP TO GOD CAUSE WE ALL GOTTA EXCEPT THE THINGS WE GO THRU AND I EXCEPT IT NOW WE HAVE A CLOUD ABOVE US ALL THAT ALWAYS PICKS US UP SO REMEMBER WHEN THINGS GET TO BAD JUST EXCEPT WHAT LIFE BRINGS CAUSE IT ALWAYS GETS BETTER



ive gotta get control of life
control of life 9 months ago

ive gotta get control of my life its been a long hard life ive been down roads i cant understand ive walked down roads i wished i never walked ive seen things i wished i never seen ive lost alot in my life i gained alot in my life ive went thru harder things than most people have ever done i walked with good people ive walked with bad people what i mean bye that they came in my life they walked out of my life i always think god does everything for reasons you no ive always tryed to be the best person i new how and then you mite not see these people in years then there they are again i used to party alot drink just did not care about nothin much really but these kinda people was part of my life so i thought to myself if i didnt run around with these kinda people i would not drink like i did i would not be wild i tryed blaming it on these people but it was me all i neeeded to do is take control of things just kicked back play the guitar and just get back into my music it was me it was my life and i took control i stay home treat people the way i want treated ive really turned my life around i care i understand more alot of things is stay sober you can learn alot i was hateful to people then i wondered why people didnt like me i was rude just thought my life was hundred more percent than others but i opened up my eyes one day and i thought stupid your not better than nobody i was telling myself hey stupid are you listening to yourself then something clicked inside and i started loving people more i started thinking well you think you got problems some of them other people also have try walking in there shoes stupid i was down on myself but the moral of this story is i took alot of control i stopped drinking i opened up my eyes i try to help people im just a better person so we all just gotta take control when were out there in some feild we should not be in so i hope this story mite help someone out there we are made the same we are humans it just took a little to wake up but i finally did god bless all



I need a boyfriend
I NEED A BOYFRIEND 10 months ago

Itseems the only guys who wanna go out are married men seems like ive got on my head married man wanted but i dont it seems like the most guys who ask me out is married im sitting here thinking whats up with married guys i dont understand it at all i found a really good guy i thought he was he done everything for me but never told me he was married i fell in love with this guy come to find out he was married i dont evens understand what a wedding band is to a man these days it sicks me out to think alot of men will do this kinda thing and then the guy i was dating that was so good to me a friend come and told me he was married so i asked him i guess his wife was in another state he had a place here and all just like a normal guy you no worked everyday came home called me twice aday we were together i thought then one day he comes to me tells me he lost his job and has to go back home i said to your wife right he said im veary unhappy with the things my wife does and i said why would you involve me and not be honest he said to me im in love with you but i gotta go i said ok its that easy for you right but the moral of this story that my goel is now is to be careful in life cause guys will lie to me and im not going thru that no more its hurtful painful and im sure his poor wife is a nice person and i dont like to heart in my heart and sure dont want nobody else too ,maybe god will teach him a leason to learn



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