I'm doing 18 things
tempted to spend my savings
1 month ago
BUT no. I should visit this goal more often cause I sometimes forgot that I need to save $1000.
i can do this. im still not halfway there. x
cathyisme's Life List
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1. become a worthy Christian
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2. sleep early
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3. stop wasting time on the internet
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4. Save $1000
3 entries462 people -
5. Earn money online
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6. fast and pray every wednesday
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7. list three things every day that made me happy
8 entries . 4 cheers384 people -
8. find a job that doesn't feel like a job
2 entries . 1 cheer241 people -
9. stop caring so much about what other people think
1 cheer102 people -
10. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
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11. post letters here that i would never send
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12. exercise regularly
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13. Learn Japanese
1 entry . 1 cheer9,720 people -
14. Study Japanese culture in Japan through a monbushou scholarship
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15. alter my clothes
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16. screen print
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17. Sell things online
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18. learn to sew with a sewing machine
54 people
How I did it
It made me
relieved 
How I did it: the feelings stay because I focus on the problem but after I diverted my attention and focused on God and how to build my relationship with Him, the feelings were slowly fading away...making me forget all the hurts, confusion, and worry. Read how I did it…
It made me
wow!
How I did it: Decided to become a semi vegetarian last november 08. Ate fish and chicken breast only. No fats. Cant control sweets though. BUT i only used natural sweeteners like brown sugar and honey. Avoided whites like white bread and white rice.Ate Oatmeal as well but it gets boring once in a while so I took it every other day.I took pilates!Even though my sleep is somehow irregular, I still have a complete 7-8hr sleep. Avoided stress at all cost!! Read how I did it…
It made me
glad its gone!
How I did it: i went to the eye doc and he said its because the weather is too cold lately and thus the dryness of my eyes. and after a few days of my visit, its getting warmer again, my eyes went back to normal. and im glad it's not prolonged. Read how I did it…
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Recent entries
parents
2 months ago
My parents are both alive but sometimes (or most of the times) I feel that I dont have parents. I am not saying that I dont love them. But its so hard to distinguish myself with them…for reasons that it was never established. I have an absentee father and mother. They were good providers. The only thing that is lacking is affection. I cant recall a time when my parents ever hugged me. touched me? or kiss me. My mother usually did but it went away…our relationship went sour. It was worst with my father. I dont know if my father still look at me. Let me tell that I am not the perfect daughter but just like everyone else, I also long for the warmth of my parents.
Why am I saying these? I want to clear out my frustrations. God doesnt want me to be sad. And HE doesnt want me to breed anger. He wants me to rejoice. Although I cannot rejoice right now after an incident that happened a while ago…I am still struggling but I keep on finding out the way how to find peace deep within my heart. I know I can only find it if I will lay it all down in HIM. He is my comforter. My physical father have a lot of limitations right now but God is saying, “Forgive and don’t be sad because I am the Father that you were asking.” I have an Eternal Father of whom I can always count on. He will provide me every essential things that no one can provide. He is all sufficient. He will never forget his children. He always look at me in every single thing that I do. He will hug me on my Judgement day. In the meantime, I have to patiently wait and try to follow what my Father wants me to be.
I will be strong. I will do His will.
