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Hi,
I’ve been away for quite a long time. I’ve been so good back then but now it’s become worse again. Anyone out there who’d like to keep in touch on a regular basis (via 43things), share experiences/tips etc.? I’d appreciate it.
Good luck to all of you.
cae
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1. stop masturbating
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2. Study the Bible daily.
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How I did it: Music has always been one of my biggest passions (I'd like to be a composer too). I've been experimenting with piano-playing since I was a little boy. My father used to play the piano, so he kind of introduced me to it. However, I didn't play very well, especially not sheet music. I wanted to be able to play like a lot of other pianists I knew personally but I didn't really have the time/money to go to music school.So I decided to teach i… Read how I did it…
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Hello everybody,
it’s been 2 months since you heard of me the last time. It has not been easy. I’m not proud of myself. Somehow, I wasn’t myself. I was out of control. Eventually, I kind of ran “against a wall” – at least this was what it felt like. I don’t want to elaborate. I’m doing much better since then. It’s time to pick up the fight again and continue pursuing my goals. This must not happen again to me. So much for now, more later. I will post updates more frequently again from now.
Take care, cae
Hey Guys.
I’ve been away for a while. I’m sorry. The last days didn’t go well. There’ve been a couple setbacks and I didn’t have either the time or the motivation to post. The point when I felt the strongest (not only regarding mb) was when I failed. This was pretty discouraging. Since then I’m trying to recover, but it’s not easy. I felt so great but no, there’s not much left of that. But I have sth I can work towards. In 2 weeks, I’ll go on a trip with 4 of my best friends. One of them is a girl I’ve a crush on for quite a while. I’m hoping this trip will tell me more about whether this is sth I should pursue—maybe even if I actually want to. However, I’m also planning to just have fun and enjoy the trip as much as possible. To be able to do that, I’ve got to prepare, which includes: reviving my old attitude that made me strong and kept me from mb for so long, becoming more fit and healthy and drawing closer to God again. I’m 100% sure that I will not mb during the trip. So if I make it the 2 weeks till than, it will be 3 altogether. And assuming that my motivation will be high afterwards, I might be able to go even longer. So wish me luck. I can definitely do this, 2 weeks is not a big deal (I’m on day 3 now btw). You’ll probably hear more from me again now.
Greetings, cae
