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... I was a dancer. Spent hours and hours dancing, thinking about dancing, auditioning and well, dancing some more. I thought I would spend all my days dancing and working my craft in the theatre and then one day – I’m a mom! Who would have thought that little doll would have filled my heart more than any routine ever did?

I still want to dance though ;)

In all the years I have been a female and a mom, I have tried to do those things that I thought mattered; feed the homeless, donate, promote various causes and yet… its not really IT for me – I feel there is a path I am supposed to be on, a spiritual path in a way, and I haven’t stepped on the stones and made my way there yet. Ever feel like that? Like you hear it in your head over and again and it knaws at me in such a way that sometimes I think I’m going to drop everything and hitch a plane to Somalia and fight the rebels! Crazy talk I know but ultimately there has to be more to why I’m here… isn’t there?

... that my 20 year old son has launched his own career, moved to NYC and is on his path to fulfill his destiny. What to start on first?! Quit all my clients? Start the book (finally)? Study French? Having been the sole supporter and biggest fan of my kid for all these years has had my “to do”list on the personal backburner but now… yikes, I haven’t got any excuses do I?