ccag2762

im fat ugly overweight old and im bad at everything i do
all i wana do it cry
i have no real freind all i have is people who use me time and time again
im used and abused by everyone
everyone takes advantage of me
noone respects me
i have tryed to look good but i cant
i have tryed to loose weight but cant i have tryed everything from diet pills , drinks shakes, not eating drugs drinks
everything, but nothing works for me and now im just getting called fat cow all the time
please i need some kind of help
please someone help meeee

thanks to tv am im not going to start this
at the moment om feel sick and tired of being alone , so if i find the man of my dreams as if may be i can cheer myself up a bit. i have joined a few dating sites but all i get is emails. i have had the offer of a few dats but they cancell at the last second.
i have tryed so hard but i have no idear whats wronge with me. may be im to fussy. i dont want a married man or to be a bit on the side. i really donot want a pervert, abuser weirdo or a sex cam pervert.
surly finding a nice normal man cant be that hard?
well it is, so what can i do about it?
i have written good profiles add photos but still i get nothing.