celestialwreckage

I’m horribly sad and low lately. It’s like an anvil tied around my neck dragging me down and tearing me apart. I can’t take the slow demise of my spirit and soul. I want to achieve this cleansing and clearing of thoughts and emotion so I again have a clean slate from which to begin my future pursuits. It’s so hard to allow these emotions to overtake my normally well-balanced exterior, but I think soo I must try to allow release or I’ll falter and find myself doing something I won’t be quick enough to regret.

Everything went perfect yesterday. I stayed under my calorie numbers and exercised. It was a great feeling :) I’m getting back on track again!

It’s happening! I’m so grateful because the paycheck covered bills, our tax refund came and covered clothes AND a buy-in for an opening spot on Type O Negative and Celtic Frost. Another tax refund will cover travel. Chamber of commerce gift certificate will cover food. Money keeps rolling in hand over foot. I can’t even keep up with all the money that rolls in!!!