celineconc

I’m kind of tired of feelling the imperious need of critizising everything and everyone. Even though I keep those ugly comments to my self (mostly) I get really tired and unhappy. I feel like nothing is good enough (even me) and therefore nothing is worth trying. I’m always trying to help others and I’m a forgiving person, but somehow I feel like I don’t belong anywhere and/or with anyone.

I try to mantain peace around me, but when the time comes and I explode….(God have mercy) I DO EXPLODE!!! and I usually say very hurtfull things. And after the holocaust I feel awful. I want to change. I want to look different (lose pounds and get fit) but I truly want to feel different inside