she’s really sick and my dad saya she might not make it much longer. they’re going to bring her home from the hospital on hospice. she’s in a really fragile state and I just want her to stay well….and alive….as long as possible. for the both of us.
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Before I die I most definitely want to go on atleast one mission trip tp Africa. Darfur would be an ideal place, very very dangerous, but in much need of help. I believe my purpose in my life is to be a missionary, where it will really lead me is a mystery. I just hope it’s in that direction.
Okay now, who doesn’t think james franco is absolutely amazingly gorgeous? he’s definitely number one on my list of men. i just would like the chance to meet him and see what’s he like. you know, and learn the random stuff no one really knows about him…cause let’s face it, a man that good looking has to have some kind of substance under that beauty…or he’s just a waste
Who cares what other people think about what you do in your life? We shouldn’t do things out of fear for what people will think of us. We should do them because they make us happy or they are fun. I want the self – confidence to dance in the middle of a parking lot to music blaring from my car. I’m a far ways from there, but I plan on getting there by constantly reminding myself that mine and GOD’s opinion are the only one’s that really matter.
When you have been with someone you really care about for a good ways over a year and you’re a teenager it’s really hard to change your life to fit just you in. I was doing fine up until he decided he had found someone new. Now, I’m just really out of it. Everything remenids me of something we did together and I miss him even more. I don’t want to have to get over him I just want him back.I’d have to say music has nice healing qualitites, BUT only when they about my situaton or something completely unrelated to love or anything like that,it only sets me back.. But, I have to be the strong woman I portray to everyone that I am.As much as I care about him, I can’t let him ruin my life. I’m young I should be having fun not sitting at home crying over him. I have to get over him. Man, I hate those words….
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