I'm doing 12 things
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2 months ago
I think I’ll never get over it, atleast not right now….but I won’t give up
cglover36's Life List
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1. stop lying
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2. get over molestation
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3. Remain a Virgin until marriage
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4. best friend
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5. trust
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6. cry
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7. not always fake smile
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8. be loved
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9. depression
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10. learn to share my feelings with others
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11. stop cutting
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12. trust others
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How I did it
It made me
happy 
How I did it: I had to get over some things that happened to me when I was younger....because it felt like everyone I got attached to hurt me so it had an adverse affect. As I got older, I just sort of clung to people, I don't know why, but I do know that I've stopped it. It really hurt, it's like detaching yourself from air, or atleast that's what it felt like. I had to let go of friends as well as memories I clung to for years. And it was reall… Read how I did it…
Recent entries
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2 months ago
I finally showed my true emotions and let it be read all over my face, but no-one noticed. I let my guard down, hoping one of my friends would see me and know something was wrong, but no-one did, I guess it’s back to “fake smiling”
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2 months ago
It has been a struggle, a lonesome battle that I fought with myself….I wish friends wouldn’t take my smile for granted
