its not exacly for the sex itself…its for being with someone after wards and finaly being able to get some fucking sleep…fucking insomnia sucks…the best nights rest I can remember getting is when my ex held me after my mom died and I fell asleep in her arms…I just want to beable to let go and be with someone I trust…and beable to just sleep
chaos_now's Life List
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1. enjoy life
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2. find inner peace
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3. truly believe i'm "good enough"
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4. complain less
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5. Take more pictures
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6. become emotionally stable
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7. be happy
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8. be less emotional/ control my feelings
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9. not care that I'm crazy
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10. Find Serenity
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11. marry apral Jacobsma
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12. build my muscles
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13. Save Marla Singer
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14. to accept Jesus as my personal Savior
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15. have sex and enjoy passionate sex with the one I love for ever
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16. stop feeling sad for the recent break-up
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17. control my anger
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18. become sane
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19. Get back with my ex
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20. stop wasting time
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21. Stop fucking up so much
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22. get a star tatoo on my hip (designed by my apral J)
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23. get some social skills
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24. stop being shy
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25. become more confident
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26. be more positive
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27. Further My Education
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28. Respect People More
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29. deal with my mom's death
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30. get a good job in an office
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31. love everyone
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32. stop being negative
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33. learn to shoot a gun
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34. learn to box/fight
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35. enjoy everyday to its fullest
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36. disappear, for an undetermined amount of time, with no way for anyone to contact me, and then show up again and act like i had never left...
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37. Understand people better.
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38. stop procrastinating
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39. Be a better friend
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40. be a better brother
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41. get off my ass and do something
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42. never ever forget that everyone is equal. everyone.
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43. see the good in everyone and give people the benefit of the doubt.
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Recent entries
Untitled
3 years ago
are you in love with this guy?
3 years ago
still not over it….but I’ve been moving on with life…I’m going to college…and shit…dealing with my mental shit as well…I’ve also been getting excersise and getting out more…it helps…we all need to just let go of everything holding us back…maybe even let go of everything and start over…
