chaos_now




I'm doing 43 things
 

chaos_now's Life List

  1. 1. enjoy life
    1 cheer
    1,118 people
  2. 2. find inner peace
    738 people
  3. 3. truly believe i'm "good enough"
    8 people
  4. 4. complain less
    922 people
  5. 5. Take more pictures
    14,333 people
  6. 6. become emotionally stable
    10 people
  7. 7. be happy
    21,912 people
  8. 8. be less emotional/ control my feelings
    16 people
  9. 9. not care that I'm crazy
    2 people
  10. 10. Find Serenity
    37 people
  11. 11. marry apral Jacobsma
    1 entry
    1 person
  12. 12. build my muscles
    1 entry
    37 people
  13. 13. Save Marla Singer
    3 people
  14. 14. to accept Jesus as my personal Savior
    1 cheer
    1 person
  15. 15. have sex and enjoy passionate sex with the one I love for ever
    1 entry
    2 people
  16. 16. stop feeling sad for the recent break-up
    2 entries
    9 people
  17. 17. control my anger
    2 entries
    443 people
  18. 18. become sane
    2 entries
    5 people
  19. 19. Get back with my ex
    1 entry
    230 people
  20. 20. stop wasting time
    1 entry
    3,560 people
  21. 21. Stop fucking up so much
    2 people
  22. 22. get a star tatoo on my hip (designed by my apral J)
    1 person
  23. 23. get some social skills
    5 people
  24. 24. stop being shy
    849 people
  25. 25. become more confident
    665 people
  26. 26. be more positive
    2,160 people
  27. 27. Further My Education
    82 people
  28. 28. Respect People More
    8 people
  29. 29. deal with my mom's death
    1 person
  30. 30. get a good job in an office
    2 people
  31. 31. love everyone
    166 people
  32. 32. stop being negative
    168 people
  33. 33. learn to shoot a gun
    441 people
  34. 34. learn to box/fight
    2 people
  35. 35. enjoy everyday to its fullest
    3 people
  36. 36. disappear, for an undetermined amount of time, with no way for anyone to contact me, and then show up again and act like i had never left...
    3 people
  37. 37. Understand people better.
    31 people
  38. 38. stop procrastinating
    27,023 people
  39. 39. Be a better friend
    6,010 people
  40. 40. be a better brother
    57 people
  41. 41. get off my ass and do something
    5 people
  42. 42. never ever forget that everyone is equal. everyone.
    3 people
  43. 43. see the good in everyone and give people the benefit of the doubt.
    3 people
Recent entries
have sex and enjoy passionate sex with the one I love for ever
Untitled 3 years ago

its not exacly for the sex itself…its for being with someone after wards and finaly being able to get some fucking sleep…fucking insomnia sucks…the best nights rest I can remember getting is when my ex held me after my mom died and I fell asleep in her arms…I just want to beable to let go and be with someone I trust…and beable to just sleep



be a better son
fuck it 3 years ago

my mom’s dead and I hate my father…fuck it all and fucking no regrets



stop feeling sad for the recent break-up (read all 2 entries…)
are you in love with this guy? 3 years ago

still not over it….but I’ve been moving on with life…I’m going to college…and shit…dealing with my mental shit as well…I’ve also been getting excersise and getting out more…it helps…we all need to just let go of everything holding us back…maybe even let go of everything and start over…



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