chasingbunnies

wants to stop pretending



I'm doing 12 things
 

How I did it
How to get my weight under 160 lbs
It took me
2 months
It made me
proud of myself


How to get up before 7am during the week, for 2 weeks
It took me
14 days
It made me


How to go rock climbing
It took me
1 day
It made me
Proud of myself


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Recent entries
Make time for drawing and painting (read all 6 entries…)
Possibility to kick start this again

I’ve clearly been neglecting this goal for awhile now, but I found a guy with a workshop close to where I live that specialises in “spontaneous drawing”. He claims to have methods to help overcome that terror of a blank page. The example artwork from his other workshops is impressive. Now I just need to schedule an appointment for an introductory session.



start living again (read all 2 entries…)
step 1...

I’ve started seeing a therapist once a week. So far I’ve gone 3 times and each time I leave I feel emotionally drained but better. I get a chance to say the things I can’t say anywhere else.

The original intent for therapy was that I feel like I need to mourn the life I could have had in order to get past it and start living my new one, but have no idea how to do that. It has turned into time I know I have for myself where I can cry and not worry about upsetting anyone with my tears. It is like a pressure release valve for my emotions.

The thing is, the life I have right now has some very nice aspects to it, but there are other hidden things that are just eating away at me and need to be put to rest.



start living again (read all 2 entries…)
just tired

I am tired of feeling like my life is on hold. I’ve been tip-toeing around the problems in my relationships and somewhere along the way have lost myself.



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