cheche21

I found him! Ryan is amazing and so special. I really think he might just be the one. Yay for me! Oh, love is awesome.

I would REALLY like to find a good boyfriend. NOt someone who just wants to use me for sex, but a good boyfriend. I would be a great girlfriend if someone would give me a try. I just want to find a guy who isn’t a perverted jerk. Is it possible? Can I do it? I have no idea, but I am going to keep looking until I find him.
Cheyanne

That boy stomped on my heart. He completely crushed. Ripped it out, stuck it in a blender and fed it to a bunch of rats, more like. It hurts so bad. The pain of him leaving is unbearable. And yet, I still love him. I want him to come back to me so bad. I would take him back in a second. But I am so afraid he will never get over his jealousy and just admit that he loves me too. I want him too. Until then, how do I deal with him being gone? Who’s hand do I hold? Who do I call when I need to talk? Who do I laugh with? Or go to the movies with? I just want him back! Love bites!!!!