i’m cutting down now and it’s happening extremely slow.. i’ve only been smoking for 3 years and tonight i realized how much it controls people. the worst part is that it controls most of my friends and i have no say in that. i can now see why smoking weed doesn’t work for everyone. some days i wonder why i still do it, and now i think it’s one of the reasons why my depression has gotten so much worse. the hardest part for me is trying not to replace it with anything [aka drinking], because i’ve always viewed being an alcoholic as 10x worse than being a stoner.
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6. GO TO A TTEOTD SHOW
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27. make people see that simple things can be amazing
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28. buy an english bulldog!!!!
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29. quit smoking pot
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i got cartoon bats under each collarbone and it’s effin HOT if i do say so muhself :] now i just need to find my camera….
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2 years ago
yeah so as usual i don’t have the balls to do it. i’m pretty fuckin outgoing but my self esteem still blows. i think i’ll stay single until my mid-twenties, then see how it goes. it helps my ego a little to not give a shit about what they think of me anyway.
