cheery1111

bad week.. lecture & education week… by sales , by immediate boss , by indirect bigger boss… feel depressed…i went to ladies to sob.. dnt want my colleas to see my weaker side… i came out smiley thinking that i’ll have a wonderful fireworks nite.. no response on where to meet up until 7pm… sound so unfrenly..anyways..i decided to let go & b happy.. however.. black face , mono tone, indifferences… i cried non stp once i sat down… for 15mins.. no one can see or hear with all loud “works” and cheering from the crowd. i definitely is depressed , i feel lonely, alone.. i cant understand why i feel upset & crying sitting there… i wan to go home alone.. why have i done all this while ..nothing? no improvement? condemn? i am tired…

4 hrs stuck in the mtg..
goals settings..stressed..
cant let the ball drop..
goto be serious thinking..

doc say its gastric. gosh.. been so giddy & bloated.. tot i have been eating better.. maybe it is stress.. ganbade cc