chelebelle

I use to live on the west coast of Florida & my therapy was walking on the beach at sunset. Nothing in the world compares to that for me. No matter what I was going through in my life I was able to go down to the beach & just walk for a couple of miles while taking time out to sit & watch the sun go down over the water. It was so beautiful. Perfect for clearing my head. I need to find that kind of therapy again.

I think it would help me to get over my ex if I had a distraction from thinking about him. There is a guy that works in a place I go near where I’m living that is always eyeing & smiling at me. I think I should go to this place more & try to strike up a conversation. If nothing else, maybe a new friendship can come of it. I don’t know anyone here & it is really lonely. I was once quite the social butterfly with many friends. Now I’m in a new place & all my friends are states away.

I’d love to get into Psychology, but I dread the thought of going back to school. I feel that maybe I had to go through addiction in order to fulfill my life’s calling. Maybe as a counselor in a rehab clinic. Too soon to tell but it is a thought in the back of my mind. I’d defininitely like to help people. I’d rather do something more rewarding than my previous career in advertising. They just sucked everything out of me leaving me with nothing in return but a fucked up life. Time for me to turn it all into something positive. Helping others would certainly do that.