I just don’t know anymore. I don’t know how to open up to people at all anymore. I spent 2 and a half miserable years with this miserable man that made me feel like the scum of the earth because i had feelings. after that, i just cut myself off completely from everyone.
a year later, and i have a really amazing boyfriend who understands that i suck at opening up. he gets frustrated sometimes, but he knows i’m trying to work on it.
i used to have No problem telling people how i felt, now it’s just…..a hassle. i don’t know how to get rid of it :[