chelsearose1




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  1. 1. open myself up to people more
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  2. 2. fall in love and never fall out
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  3. 3. learn smalltalk
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  4. 4. take more risks
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  5. 5. grow my hair past my shoulders
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  6. 6. be successful
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  7. 7. live passionately
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  8. 8. stop thinking about food
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  9. 9. study buddhism
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  10. 10. learn to write with my left hand
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  11. 11. be more motivated
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  12. 12. stop drinking diet Coke
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  13. 13. lose 15 pounds
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  14. 14. Have a best friend.
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  15. 15. fall in love again
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  16. 16. manage my finances better
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  17. 17. become fluent in a foreign language
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open myself up to people more
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I just don’t know anymore. I don’t know how to open up to people at all anymore. I spent 2 and a half miserable years with this miserable man that made me feel like the scum of the earth because i had feelings. after that, i just cut myself off completely from everyone.

a year later, and i have a really amazing boyfriend who understands that i suck at opening up. he gets frustrated sometimes, but he knows i’m trying to work on it.

i used to have No problem telling people how i felt, now it’s just…..a hassle. i don’t know how to get rid of it :[




 

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