is a very difficult thing. it’s nothing you can hold or buy or force. it’s a feeling that only you can allow yourself. it’s been almost 1 year and i can’t forgive him, or her for that matter. he’s wonderful. but i won’t let go of the bad things. why do i punish myself and him like this?
chelsoi's Life List
-
1. be happy
21,863 people -
2. fall out of love
11 entries . 2 cheers240 people -
3. be the person Christ wants me to be
1 cheer51 people -
4. Worry less.
1 cheer4,558 people -
5. learn french
1 entry10,628 people -
6. be patient
345 people -
7. stay in shape
259 people -
8. Floss Every Day
1,233 people -
9. Take more pictures
14,315 people -
10. graduate from college
6,125 people -
11. smile
520 people -
12. Learn how to whistle really loud with my fingers
1 cheer947 people -
13. always remember that tomorrow is not promised to me
3 cheers20 people -
14. forgive
1 entry819 people -
15. lose weight
36,389 people -
16. become a pianist
8 people
Recent entries
forgiveness
1 year ago
what the?!
2 years ago
so there I was almost over this guy, when he asks for me back. I go because, hey, that’s what I’ve wanted the last 6 months. Now, we’re dating again and it’s not good. I feel like i’m just waiting for things to ‘take off’, but what if they never do? i think i need to fall out of love again… for good
easy
2 years ago
falling out of love is a lot easier when they lie and do something completely out of the character you thought they were. so i guess this is it. i’ve taken off the rose colored glasses and fallen out of love.
