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Got a ton to update with so just gonna give the listing

47. December 14, 2008 Ironside (bk 3) Holly Black 323
48. December 15, 2008 Dark Side of the moon Sherrilyn Kenyon 322
49. December 16, 2008 Bad Attitude Sherrilyn Kenyon 359
50.December 17, 2008 Vampire, Interrupted Lynsay Sands 370
51. “ Haunted (bk 5) Meg Cabot 246
52. “” Twilight (bk 6) Meg Cabot 245
53. December 18, 2008 Look for me by moonlight Mary Downing Hahn 198
54.”” Lover Enshrined J. R. Ward 542
55. December 19, 2008 A Bone to pick Charlaine Harris 252
56. December 20, 2008 Dear John Nicholas Sparks Audio
57. December 21, 2008 Single white vampire Lynsay Sands 369
58. December 22, 2008 Digital Fortress Dan Brown 372
59. December 23, 2008 The second time around Mary Higgins Clark Audio
60. December 24, 2008 Bewitched Susan Krinard, Maggie Shayne, Lisa Higdon, Amy Elizabeth Saunders 341
61. December 25, 2008 She went all the way Meggin Cabot 374
62. December 26, 2008 Boy meets girl Meg Cabot 383
63. December 27, 2008 Every boy’s got one Meg cabot 328
64. December 27, 2008 Julius house Charlaine Harris 221
65. December 27, 2008 Dead over Heels Charlaine Harris 253
66. December 28, 2008 Last Scene Alive Charlaine Harris 228
67. December 28, 2008 Portrait in death J.D. Robb 347
68. December 30, 2008 A fool and his honey Charlaine Harris 304
69. Jan 1, 2009 Twilight Hunger Maggie Shayne 393
70. Jan 3, 2009 1st to die James Patterson 424
71. Jan 5, 2009 The boy next door Meggin Cabot 374
72. Jan 7, 2009 Peeps Scott Westerfield 312
73.Jan 7, 2009 The Subtle Knife Phillip Pullman Audio
74. Jan 7, 2009 Waiting for Godot Samuel Beckett 61
75. Jan 11, 2009 Where are you now Mary Higgins Clark Audio
76. Jan 12, 2009 The Bell Jar Sylvia Plath 216
77. Jan 13, 2009 In the Woods Tana French 429
78. Jan 14, 2009 The Pagan stone (Sign of Seven Trilogy part 3) Nora Roberts 305
79.Jan 15, 2009 Vampires are Forever Lynsay Sands 361
80. Jan 16, 2009 The mediator: darkest hour Meg Cabot 316
81. Jan 17, 2009 2nd Chance James Patterson 498
82. January 18, 2009 Murder Game Christine Feehan 446
83. January 18, 2009 Cirque du freak: A Living nightmare Darren Shan 257
84. Jan 20, 2009 3rd Degree James Patterson 438
85. Jan 21, 2009 Acheron Sherrilyn Kenyon 728
86. Jan 21, 2009 Jinx Meg Cabot 262
87. Jan 22, 2009 Thirsty M.T. Anderson 249
88. Jan 22, 2009 The Choice Nicholas Sparks 272
89. Jan 24, 2009 Uglies Scott Westerfeld 425
90. Jan 26, 2009 Step on a crack James patterson 383
91. Jan 29, 2008 Pretties Scott Westerfeld 370
92. Jan 30, 2008 Derick’s Bane Mary Janice Davidson
93. Jan 31, 2008 Personal Demon Kelley Armstrong
94. Feb 1, 2008 Men of the otherworld Kelley Armstrong 369
95. Feb 2, 2008 Living with the dead Kelley Armstrong 372
96. Feb 2, 2008 Specials Scott Westerfeld 372
97.Feburary 4, 2009 4th of July James Patterson 392
98. Feburary 8, 2009 5th Horseman James Patterson 333
99. Feburary 9, 2009 Salvation in death J. D. Robb 349
100. February 10, 2009 Fish out of water Mary Janice Davidson 270
101. February 10, 2009 A Bite to Remember Lynsay Sands 362
102 February 12, 2009 6th Target James Patterson 326
103. February 12, 2009 Hello, Gorgeous Maryjanice Davidson 195
104. February 13, 2009 Sword of Darkness Kinley Macgregor / Sherrilyn Kenyon 354
105. February 14, 2009 The Accidental Vampire Lynsay Sands 361
106. Feburary 15, 2009 The Rogue Hunter Lynsay Sands 361
107. February 16, 2009 Cravings Laurell K Hamilton, Maryjanice Davidson, Eileen Wilks, Rebecca York 358
108. February 16, 2009 Night Embrace Sherrilyn Kenyon 408
109. February 17, 2009 Kiss the night Sherrilyn Kenyon 361
110. February 17, 2009 Dance with the Devil Sherrilyn Kenyon 343
111.February 18, 2009 The Dream Hunter Sherrilyn Kenyon 340
112. February 21, 2009 Secrets Volume 8 Jeanie Cesarini, Alice Gaines, MaryJanice Davidson,Liz Maverick 314
113.February 24, 2009 Secrets Volume 6 Assorted 314
114. March 01, 2008 Wolf at the door Christina Warren 344
115. March 02, 200 White witch Black Curse Kim Harrison 504
116. March 11, 2009 My big Fat Supernatural Honeymoon Jim Butcher, Kelley Armstrong, Katie MacAlister, Marjorie M. Liu, P.N. Erid, Caitlin Kitteredge, Rachel Caine. Lilith Saintcrow, Ronda Thompson 358
117. March 12, 2009 Upon The Midnight Clear Sherrilyn Kenyon 282
118. March 13, 2009 Born to be Bad Sherrilyn Kenyon 366
119. March 15, 2009 One Bite with a Stranger Christine Warren 343
120.March 18, 2009 Hotter than hell Susan Krinard, Keri Arthur, L.A. Banks, Marjorie M. Liu, Cheyenne McCray, Kim Harrison, etc… 491
121. March 20, 2009 Dragonswan Sherrilyn Kenyon 86
122. March 21, 2009 Seduced by Magic Cheyanne McCray 372
123. March 22, 2009 The Iron Hunt Marjorie M. Liu 305
124.March 23, 2009 Love at First Bite Sherrilyn Kenyon, L.A. Banks, Susan Squires, Ronda Thompson 371
125. March 24, 2009 Dead Until Dark (rr) Charlaine Harris 292
126. March 25, 2009 Living Dead in Dallas (rr) Charlaine Harris 291
127. March 26, 2009 Club Dead (rr) Charlaine Harris 292
128. March 27, 2009 Dead to the world (rr) Charlaine Harris 310
129. March 28, 2009 Dead as a Doornail (rr) Charlaine Harris 310
130. March 30, 2009 Defenitly Dead (rr) Charlaine Harris 342
131. March 31, 2009 Altgether Dead (rr) Charlaine Harris 342
132. April 1, 2009 One Silent Night Sherrilyn Kenyon 310
133. April 2, 2009 Heaven and Earth (rr) Nora Roberts 346
134. April 3, 2009 Face the Fire (rr) Nora Roberts 358
135. April 5, 2009 From Dead to worse Charlaine Harris 321
136. April 6, 2009 He Sees you when your sleeping Mary and Carol Higgins Clark 230
137.April 7, 2009 The Immortal Hunter Lynsay Sands 360
138. April 9, 2009 Love Bites Lynsay Sands 373
139. April 10, 2009 Fool Me once Fern Michaels 309
140. April 11, 2009 Judge and Jury James Patterson 310
141. April 12, 2009 Thy Brothers Wife Andrew M Greeley 304
142. April 13, 2009 Dream Chaser Sherrilyn Kenyon 359
143. April 16, 2009 Wicked Gregory Maguire 409
144. April 17, 2009 Sail James Patterson 310
145. April 19, 2009 Marked P.C Cast and Kristen Cast 306
146. April 20, 2009 Howl at the moon Christine Warren 331
147. April 22, 2009 You’re so vein Christine Warren 327
148. April 23, 2009 Tribute Nora Roberts 451
149. April 26, 2009 The Lucky One Nicholas Sparks 326
150. April 27, 2009 A Quick Bite Lynsay Sands 360
151. April 28, 2009 Love is hell Melissa Marr, Scott Weterfeld, justine Larlalestier, Gabrielle Zevin, Laurie Faria Stolarz 263
152. April 30, 2009 Dead after Dark J.R. Ward, Sherrilyn Kenyon, Susan Squires, Dianna Love 373
153. May 4, 2009 7th Heaven James Patterson 376
154. May 5, 2009 Betrayed P.C. & Kristin Cast 310
155. May 6,2009 Chosen P. C. & Kristin Cast 307
156. May 9, 2009 Untamed P.C & Kristin Cast 338
157. May 13, 2009 Drop Dead Georgeous Mary Janice Davidson 200
158 May 14, 2009 Magic or Madness Justine Larbalestier 271
159. May 15, 2009 Sam’s letters to Jenifer James patterson 263
160. May 16, 2009 Over the moon Angela Knight, Maryjanice Davidson, Virginia Kantra, Sunny 329
161. May 16, 2009 You’ve been warned James patterson 374
162. May 17, 2009 Blue is for nightmares Laurie Faria Stolarz 283
163. May 17, 2009 Touch the Dark Karen Chance 307
164. May 18, 2009 Walk on the Wild Side Christine Warren 344
165. May 18, 2009 She’s no Faerie Princess Christine Warren 333
166. May 19, 2009 Demon you Know Christine Warren 344
167. May 22,2009 Magic lessons Justine Larbalestier 275
168. May 24, 2009 When will there be good news Kate Atkinson 388
169. June 12, 2009 Bleed Laurie Faria Stolarz 225
170. June 16, 2009 Hunter’s moon Lori handaland 340
171. June 17, 2009 Honeymoon James Patterson 311
172. June 19, 2009 Cradle and all James Patterson 325
173. June 20, 2009 White is for magic Laurie Faria Stolarz 301
174. June 22, 2009 Burning Wild Christine Feehan 465
175. June 23, 2009 Confessions of a werewolf supermodel Ronda Thompson 343
176. June 24, 2009 Maximum Ride: Max James Patterson Audio
177. June 24, 2009 The Beach House James Patterson 358
178. June 25, 2009 Mona Lisa Awakening Sunny 276
179. June 26, 2009 Hide and seek James Patterson 356
180. June 27, 2009 The Bitten L.A Banks 463
181. June 28, 2009 The Lake house James Patterson 376
182. June 29, 2009 Moon Fever Susan sizemore, Maggie Shayne, Lori Handaland, Caridad Pineiro 374
183. June 30, 2009 Almost Dead Lisa Jackson 423
184. July 1, 2009 The untamed one Ronda Jackson 311
185. July 2, 2009 The Dangerous days of Daniel X James Patterson 238
186. July 3, 2009 Perfect for the beach Lori foster, Janelle denison, Erin McCarthy, Maryjanice Davidson, Kayla Perrin, Morgan Leight 298
187 July 4, 2009 The Time Paradox Eoin Colfer 395
188. July 6th, 2009 Hunted The Casts 323
189. July 7th, 2009 Mysteria Lane Maryjanice Davidson, susan grant, gena show alter & p.c. cast 294
190. July 9th, 2009 Blue moon Lori Handeland 315
191. July 12, 2009 Dark moon Lori Handaland 336
192. July 15, 2009 Sancutury Nora Roberts 371
193. July 18, 2009 Happy are those that mourn Andrew M Greeley 288
194. July 19, 2009 The Prime objective Ginna Gray 360
195. July 20, 2009 Judas Kiss J.T. Ellison 410
196. July 22, 2009 The horse and his boy C. S Lewis 224
197. July 34, 2009 Prince Caspian C.S Lewis 223
198. July 29. 2009 The voyage of the Dawn Treader C.S Lewis 248
199. July 29, 2009 The silver chair C.S Lewis 243
200. July 30, 2009 The Last Battle C.S Lewis 211
201. July, 31, 2009 Into the dark Judith Arnold 243
202. August 1, 2009 A salty piece of land (rr) Jimmy buffett 460
203. August 2, 2009 The Perfect Couple Brenda Novak 439
204. August 4, 2009 Blind Eye Jan Coffey 406
205. August 5, 2009 The Perfect Liar Brenda Novak 423
206. ? For a few demons more Kim Harrison 455
207. ? The tales of Beedle the bard J. K Rowling 111
208. ? Suite 606 J.D Robb, Mary Blarney, Ruth Ryan Langan, Mary Kay Mccomas 345
209.August 7, 2009 Beauty’s Release Anne Rice writing as A.N Roquluaure 238
210. August 9, 2009 Nightworld Vol 2 L.J Smith 662
211. August 11, 2009 Guilty Pleasures (rr) Laurell K. Hamilton 266
212. August 13, 2009 Beneath the blood red moon Shannon Drake 394
213. August 14, 2009 Faerie Wars Herbie Brennan 368
214. August 16, 2009 Cerulean Sins Laurell K Hamilton 405
215. August 17, 2009 Incubus dreams (rr) Laurell K hamilton 658
216. August 19, 2009 Jester James Patterson 452
My Labotomy Howard Dully 286

Glue    Irvine welsh    469
Storm of Visions    Christina Dodd    388
A harvest of bone    Yasmine Galenorn    277
night world vol #3    L.J Smith    732
Hunter’s moon    Karen Robards    276
The Au Pairs    Melissa De La Cruz    294

Fear is a B!tch
Current mood: scared
When do you diced to walk away from a marrige that looks perfectly fine from the outside. I can’t say he beats me, I can’t say he abuses me in any way, yet there are times everyday when he makes me feel worthless. I don’t know if i can handle everything at once.
I am trying to go to therapy in Boone so that they can help me with the panic attacks and the far of bing alone. They have me on a few medications that help but I am still not well.
Now the Doctor in Hickory is talking about me having back surgery and possibly a breast reduction to help with the pain.
I am trying to break the pain pill habit that James and I have developed over the past 2 years but I just can’t handle to pain without anything and if I do a pill he wants one too. He is stressed out trying to deal with his own pain but I can’t keep doing this. We spend most of my unemployment getting him something to handle the pain.
Thank go he finally got a job (of course I am still looking and that gives him one more reason to make me feel worthless)
I just don’t know what to do. I have dug myself a hole that I can’t seem to begin to even crawl out of.
My own best friend has ditched me cause you can’t stand to be around James and I. My mother doesn’t even answer my calls.
I just wanna go away and start over.
Thanks god for my Aunt Doreen. She loaned me money to register for classes this semester and I am hoping I can find enough online that I can actually be free to move and not fear losing the money.
James has took to walking out of the house every time we bicker and leaving Kenneth and I at home with no car and me panicking. My therapist offered to commit me if the panic attacks don’t get better but I can’t do that. James said if i tried to leave he would take Kenneth away and I am afraid if I let Kenneth out of my sight for more that a few minutes he will take of on me.
God I am so afraid to walk out on my marriage. Where will I go, what will I do. I have become nothing besides James’ wife. I have no one on my own especially here.
Who knows we may be fine in a week but I can’t see everything ever getting better.
He went so far as to threaten to call the cops on me all because he walked away from me and I panicked and grabbed him by the shoulder to stop him so now he says he will take a warrent out on my so he has the right to take Kenneth.
I have never felt so lost in my life. We were supposed to be the good couple. He was supposed to protect me from my fears.
How do you know when its the end and how do you walk away with nothing. The truck isn’t even in my name. The car is in both our names but its illegal cause we owe so much money on it (dead tag, deat inspection hell I even have a dead license cause we paid off James tickets instead of mine)

I am sorry to unload on everyone i just feel like I have no where to turn.
Pray for Kenneth and I please and if anyone has ever been through this help me understand how to through 7 years away.

December 11. 2008 Ninth Key by Meg Cabot- Honestly as much as I like these books and enjoy the quick read that they are, I really don’t have much to say about them. Book 2 in the series

December 12, 2008 Real Murders by Charlaine Harris- Since I have read all of Harris’ Sookie Stackhouse novels to date, I figure why not check out one of her other series, this is the first in the aurora teagarden mysterys. A pretty typical who dunit but one I enjoyed none the less.

December 12, 2008- Reunion by Meg Cabot- See notes above, Book 3 in series

December 13, 2008- Valiant by Holly Black- what a twisted series this is turning out to be. I enjoyed it. I think these are a touch harsh for the young adults they are marketed to, Try 16 and up maybe. This one show how interaction between humans and faery folk can go all to hell. Evil, addiction and love all show there heads in this. It does not include any of the characters from book one until the last 40 pages or so and that is only as a side character.

December 13, 2008 Tall, Dark and Hungry by Lynsay Sands- This is Bastien’s story who happens to be one of my favorite characters in these novels.

December 14, 2008 Ironside by Holly Black- this is the final (?) book in this series so far, it includes characters from both novels and I believe is the best of all three.

December 15, 2008- Dark Side of the moon by Sherrilyn Kenyon- this is another in the Were-hunter side of this series and includes many of the other major characters and opens up hell for the future stories

December 16, 2008 Bad Attitude by Sherrilyn Kenyon- I have enjoyed Kenyons Hunter books so much that I figured why not try one of her other series. i enjoyed this but it is a pretty typical love story with a background of a CIA kinda agency.

December 17, 2008 Vampire, Interrupted by Lynsay Sands- probably my favorite sands by far at this point. The mother of most of the main characters gets her chance to find love. Adds a spin to this series.

Haunted (bk 5) and Twilight (bk 6) by Meg Cabot- see above

December 18, 2008 Look for me by moonlight by Mary Downing Hahn Just a quick little book i picked up because of it’s vampire background. Pretty typical play on a teen horror

December 18 Lover Enshrined (bk 6) by J, R, Ward- God do I love these characters and watching them grow. This one takes a lot of chances and opens up a ton of new characters too the Black Dagger Brotherhood series. I was so excited when this one arrived. It shows the wecknesses in people (even if they are gods and vampires) and creates a new evil for the brotherhood. Even opens a homosexual storyline. Ward isn’t afraid to touch and subject, she has dealt with rape, BDSM, and now gay subject. Gotta give her great credit and I can’t wait to see where these go.