cheshirecat

I did this for a while, but lost them all. I know it seems silly…but…if you stand in the same spot every afternoon and take a picture of the sunset, it reminds you not only of the fact that the world still holds beauty and fascination, but of how each day is an entity unto itself…holding infinite possibilities for change.

well, things have changed drastically. in july, he started acting really strangely, and staying on the net all day. i finally got suspicious and looked into what he was doing online…he was looking for a MAN on an adultfriendfinder for an “intimate encounter”!! i packed my bags, and begged one of his old friends for the truth about him, just for complete closure. he’d been cheating the entire time.

he said he couldn’t live without me and begged me to come back, but i said no. a few days later, he tried to commit suicide. i offered my friendship, but assured him that the relationship was unhealthy for both of us, and that he needed to discover what he really wanted.

turns out that he’s apparently enjoying single life, but now he’s trying to spread untrue rumors about me. some of our mutual friends have dropped out of the picture, but i’ve come to find out that my true friends are the ones who know me well enough to call b.s. when they hear i’ve done things that are completely out of character for me. apparently, the other ones never really knew me at all.

..”i don’t keep much stuff around
i value my portability..” -ani difranco
too many material posessions only complicate things. it’s harder to move around, there’s more cleaning and organizing, and it zaps up time and space.
1. throw out old magazines
2. clean out my car
3. clean off computer
4. donate out old clothes, books, jewelry, cd’s, etc.
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