I'm doing 25 things
must get over my obsession...
2 years ago
but I love it.
chezle75's Life List
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1. Drive a car on its side 2 wheels
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2. write down everything i remember about my childhood, good and bad, and share it with my siblings
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3. learn how to solve cryptic crosswords
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4. be obsessed
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5. eat 5 serves of vegetables & fruit a day
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6. learn to swing dance
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7. buy more dresses
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8. try out more of my local restaurants
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9. get rid of my beer belly
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10. Learn how to whistle really loud with my fingers
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11. Get in the Guinness book of records
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12. learn a really cool magic trick
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13. Swim in a pool of beer
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14. not be addicted to facebook
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15. have a body like Steph from Survivor
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16. sing in a band
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17. participate in a flashmob in Melbourne, Australia
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18. use the time in my weekends more wisely
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19. visit the Grand Canyon
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20. be nicer to my brother even when he troubles me so
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21. stop bitching so much and be more constructive
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22. write fanmail to one of my favourite authors (living)
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23. review books & start my book log
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24. organise a kick-arse party
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25. Stay best friends with my best friend forever
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Recent entries
I am trying so hard
2 years ago
but he makes it difficult to be understanding sometimes. And sometimes I find it difficult to believe that we have the same parents because we had all had a wonderful childhood with caring and loving parents that did the best they could. How come then my sisters and I grew up to be independent, respectful and resourceful and he turned out needy, resentful and hurtful? I actually dont mind him too much, he can be funny and generous, but he can snap at any time and just be so cruel. I always get the feeling with him that everything comes at a price, like he’ll be kind and loving one moment so you let your guard down and tell him something about yourself and then the next thing you know he uses it against you. I can take it most of the time but he throws a lot of crap to my younger sister who can be very sensitive. I’m not saying we have to be best friends, i think, mostly I would like to talk about him with pride instead of bitterness…and not have to tread carefully when I see him. Most of all though, most of all, I want my parents to stop defending him so much. I just dont want to hear like I’ve heard so many times in the past “be the bigger person”. But I guess that’s what parents are supposed to do, right? Anyway enough for tonight.
