chicabel




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chicabel's Life List

  1. 1. improve my health
    295 people
  2. 2. go to college
    4,427 people
  3. 3. lose 40 pounds
    1,858 people
  4. 4. learn to drive
    6,743 people
  5. 5. make a million dollars
    625 people
  6. 6. write a book
    30,181 people
  7. 7. learn about my father
    2 people
  8. 8. Clean My House and Keep It Clean
    303 people
  9. 9. Be on the price is right!
    146 people
  10. 10. get paid to blog
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    530 people
  11. 11. learn Tantra
    1 entry
    122 people
  12. 12. teach English abroad
    267 people
  13. 13. learn to paint
    1,283 people
  14. 14. be comfortable in my own skin
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    511 people
  15. 15. stop drinking soda
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    1,552 people
  16. 16. own a swimming pool
    18 people
  17. 17. save for retirement
    258 people
  18. 18. go to SXSW
    198 people
  19. 19. Fall in love
    2 entries
    27,010 people
  20. 20. find a job that doesn't feel like a job
    239 people
  21. 21. Switch to linux
    94 people
  22. 22. Floss Every Day
    1,264 people
  23. 23. Practice Yoga
    4,283 people
  24. 24. Go to a Radiohead concert
    205 people
  25. 25. learn to cook indian food
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    272 people
  26. 26. forgive my ex
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    43 people
  27. 27. Learn Flash
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Recent entries
Fall in love (read all 2 entries…)
oh dear god. well how ironic is this?

here I was just writing about this – and he just broke up with me in an email.
wow.
I’m sort of relieved.
I’m sort of annoyed. I bought him schnapps in the uk. I could have brought back 8% beer instead.
oh well.

I’m sad too. I knew this was going to happen.



forgive my ex
unforgiven

I cannot forgive him right now.
I want to, but… every time I think about it I get so pissed off that I just want to scream and cry. I am STILL trying to be a regular ordinary person and have a good life and I am STILL trying to figure out how to have a healthy relationship. I know it’s a constantly changing living thing, but… I can’t even see where to begin!

No, no forgiveness today.



Fall in love (read all 2 entries…)
ever fallen in love?

The track “Ever Fallen In Love?” by The Buzzcocks says it all.

Yes, yes I have. At least once that I know of. Possibly twice.
I am so in love with him, but I really have some serious doubts as to whether he loves me or not.

This scares me. However, I will continue to enjoy the ride, and whatever happens, happens.



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