chicafancy

I haven’t been comfortable being this person for a long time! What happened to me? Where am I? I awoke one morning in someone elses life! I would like the courage that I once had to come back! Everyone is gone. It’s not such a bad thing being lonely, feeling used by all. It will be okay, I will become comfortable in my new skin! I will do this!

I have fibromyalgia, so my legs are constantly going at nite! I find it hard to sleep at nite unless I take a “pill”, and I am not willing to medicate myself 24/7. So when ever I can get a chance to be comfortable, and sleep, I do! Sometimes it is all day, but I feel alot better when I get up.

I love him so much. I have stood by him through alot. I have such a hard time with the fact he lied all the time to me. He has gone through treatment, and is working his program. I am so proud of him, I just wish the trust would come back!