childish

I wanna be responsible – have control over my life, my everyday activities, don’t have silly problems. I found myself not prepared for living on my own. How can I be independent if I even do not cope with cleaning my room and watering plants?
I have to think about what I’m doing, give it some common-sense, and stop waisting time. Now I start my everyday japanese lesson with an internet course. but what’ll be next? I have to switch to another “43things” thing or tidy my room, or sth, but not lay down with a detective story in one hand and a bottle of ice-tea in another. no no no.
and so on.

only two days and I know that I will not fill up my plans – I just hate working with a handbook. I give up this part, it would bring me to no effect except boredom and irritation. Blah. But I’m learning more words than I’ve scheduled to (summing up words and phrasals gives a number of 60) and I enjoy this. I also started preparations for writing a Review (read guidelines etc.). I found http://www.m-w.com/, which makes learning more interesting with all that “did you know” and so on.
What’s nice and gives common sense to all that action – I feel it MAKES me better prepared, this training, learning and practice. So I go on.

I plan to change something in my room to make it more “japanese” and I’d like to have origami figures and boxes there. On origami.com I found http://dev.origami.com/images_pdf/towerbox.pdf, a beautiful Tower Box, perfect for me. It will be my first goal :))