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quit coke (read all 2 entries…)
I'm done! 6 months ago

I have successfuly done this! I am no longer using coke and I am 3months and 12 days sober. Thank you lord!



stop smoking weed (read all 27 entries…)
Yesterday was my 90th day SOBER! 14 months ago

And it’s been really awesome! My friends can smoke in front of me and take fat bong rips but I will not indulge. Do I want to? A little. So because I still feel that I want to I am still not over this nasty disease. In the past 90 days, I have been more productive than I ever have in the past 6 months. I completed reading 3 self improvement books. My confidence and social skills have improved drastically. I am no longer paranoid and unsure of myself around people. I am more expressive of my feelings and I smile ALOT MORE! I could enjoy an comedy movies and laugh a whole lot more than I did when I was high. Life is great without weed. It’s empowering for me. My goal is still 120 days which is in 30 days. I am quitting weed forever. It’s not productive for me. I am now starting a new career, more confident, meeting more people and impressing them and I’m richer! I noticed extra cash in my bank account and I’m spending on things I really want.



stop smoking weed (read all 27 entries…)
60 Days Smoke Free 15 months ago

My journey of being weed/poisin free have now reached its 60 day mark! It’s only 60 days and I plan on going for 120 days or more to make sure it’s completely out of my system. After the first 2 weeks things got easier and easier. I was in doubt that I can really quit weed in the first 2 weeks but practicing a hypnosis technique I found on youtube and lots and lots of prayer really made it easier for me. I dont hang out with my smoker friends as much now but it’s for a good reason. When I am with them however I just excuse myself out of the area while they are smoking and say a little prayer to help me. I wish you guys the best and I’ll update you with my progress. I hope I inspired at least one person to continue to quit this nasty habit. Peace!



stop smoking weed (read all 27 entries…)
35th day!-------Still Sober! 16 months ago

So far so good! Feeling really really good! I thought I would miss out and all but i’m not. I rented “Super High Me” the other day. Its a story about a guy who quits smoking for 30 days and then smoke everyday all day for the next 30 days. It was pretty interesting but with all that smoking in that movie I still did not give in to smoking. I’m sick of it. Smoking weed slows down my productivity and motivation. Let me know if any of you need some tips. I have a few that could help.



stop smoking weed (read all 27 entries…)
Today is...MY 30TH DAY! 16 months ago

30th day SOBER! I was really skeptical about being able to do it at first but now I am so empowered. I am so excited about my next benchmark which is 60 days. I’m going for 120 days. It’s going to be great! Cant wait! Stay strong ya’ll! Dont give in. LEt me know if you need some tips!



stop smoking weed (read all 27 entries…)
15th Day SOBER 17 months ago

Well well well, this is my 3rd time trying to quit and so far I’m going for sober for 15 days. THis is yes the final and last time. I made plenty of excuses to smoke in the past like…a funny movie is a reason to spark up. How about a celebration? How about smoking with someone I have never smoked with before? How about the overwhelming stress? Theres plenty of reasons to smoke but I found that there are better reasons not to smoke. I stumbled upon a hypotherapy video on youtube and tried it for 7 days. IT works. Try it! I cant believe it. Now when I think of smoking weeed, I think..DEATH, CHOKE, SMOKE. Scary huh? Im trying to get more in touch with my spiritual side and I’m counting every blessings that I recieve. Praying is the answer. You gotta believe. Last time i was sober for 90 days. THis time Im going for 120 with a big big celebration at the end that does not involve smoking weed. Good luck ya’ll!



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Am I going back to it? 19 months ago

Yesterday I had an urge to call up my boy and tell him to roll something up and burn something. I snuck out of my office to meet him down the street and smoked a blunt together. The feeling was great…I really enjoyed being high LOL!. This is not the way to go if I intend to quit. This morning I decided that I am in CONTROL and yesterday was the last time I smoke. My plan is to quit forever although that was even hard to type….lOL!Back to square one! Good luck yall!



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Another Try!!! 20 months ago

Harold and Kumar is hilarious! I love their movies. I was off that nasty smoking habit for three months! These guys new movies gave me an excuse to light up a bowl and enjoy it. Enjoyed it I did. It was funny, crazy comedy. Looks like this is the last of my smoking days. The sack I bought got me pretty high but it wasnt something that I missed. Being clear headed and sober is sooooo much better.



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Fell off, Gots to pick it back UP! 20 months ago

Ok Ok, so I quit smoking weed for 3 months. I felt alive, powerful and blessed! The Lord really helped me and I was so strong. Within the past week, I have been making exceptions why I ‘can’ smoke weed. Celebrations, on occasions and only certain individuals are my reasons why I can go back to the nasty habit. I believe that I am in control. Smoking weed does not enhance my relationship nor does it enhance my enjoyment of other peoples company. I am noticing a trend and I need to put my foot down NOW! I am not a weed smoker, that part of my life is over and I need to move on. Smoking weed makes me feel paranoid and ashamed. Yesterday is the final day of making an exception. I am no longer a weed smoker. Wish me luck! You guys keep trying!



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The Concert was AWESOME! 20 months ago

The Jay Z/ Mary J Blige Heart of the City Tour was awesome. They postponed it until Monday (4/21) but the venue was still packed! I passed out over 500 of my JAY Z remix CD’s in one hour! That’s the most CD’s I passed out for free in one location. February 3rd was the last time I smoked and I was sober for 3 months until yesterday. The blunt was passed to me during the show and I took a few puffs. I didnt enjoy it very much and I’ve been beating myself up for that all morning. For 3 months, I was doing so well! Time to start over again. good luck.



Learn to play the piano
Never had piano lessons 20 months ago

I produce Hip Hop/R&B and I want to learn the piano to expand my skills and work on my craft. Playing my own melodies will help me be more creative. I’m not sure where to start but to take online lessons.



stop smoking weed (read all 27 entries…)
Week 10 20 months ago

I am no longer addicted to marijuana. I do not feel the need to get high and life is great! I have so much things happening for me and I’m so excited to live this life of being SMOKE FREE completely! I no longer have cravings or urges to smoke. Although….4/20 is coming up and on the same day it’s JAY-Z’s concert in oakland! I will do my best not to give in to smoking but I think that a little puff puff at the concert will not hurt. I am only smoking it once to enjoy the show and that’s that! Part of me wants to smoke to ‘experience’ the show but part of me wants to see if i can step up to the challenge of enjoying a show without the influence of weed once in my life. Most likely i will not smoke but we’ll see. Good luck!



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9 Weeks update! 21 months ago

Hey its 9 weeks of non smoking! I feel that I am blessed with so much by just giving up the devils trees! LOL! All my friends still smoke and sometimes in front of me and even in their car but it does not affect me. I’m done with that life and I am looking forward to all the benefits of non smoking. I would like to say that I have more money to go out and have drinks, eat and see movies. I am very happy with my decision and this site have been very helpful with my goal. I am not ready to say that it is out of my system yet because I must at least complete 12 weeks of not smoking in order to say so! Good luck!



quit coke (read all 2 entries…)
My first post for quitting coke 21 months ago

Well i’ve been a weekend user of coke for the past 2 years and it’s really taken it’s toll on my nostrils. I dont find enjoyment in it any more and it depresses me now. I dont feel or see any benefits from doing it besides being able to drink more but then I’ll be ‘stuck’ and not even conversate and just countdown the minutes until i do the next line. It’s expensive and I always get garbage coke. I dont even know whats it’s cut with! I lose sleep everytime and it really throws my game off the next day. I dont need anything like that in my life. I am a very intellegent, funny and confident person so I do not need it!!! Ive tried for the past 2 months to quit but today I am coming to this post and admitting my problem. I’ll keep you updated. My goal is to quit in 4 weeks. I have asked the lord for help and I will give it up for him so Wish me luck! I am 100% giving it up today.



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Week 6! 21 months ago

Smoke free for 6 weeks feels…..WONDERFUL!!! It gets so much easier after the first week. I thought i would never be able to walk away from the calmin sensations of weed. I am 6 weeks in now and I am so amazed at my WILL POWER! It really takes discipline. People, please believe in yourself and ask God to help you because he WILL! I still need to complete my 8 weeks and it will be official. I QUIT!



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Week 5! 21 months ago

I still havent caved in to the urges. The urges are less and less and I am looking forward to starting my new life SMOKEFREE! I plan on going to the gym this week twice a week. I need to get back on track with my fitness. I need to feel good again. I do NOT plan on getting back on that nasty devils trees. It’s gross and expensive and NOT WORTH IT! It’s for losers! Sorry to offend anyone but im just psyching myself out of it. GOOD LUCK!



stop smoking weed (read all 27 entries…)
Week 4 is OVER!! 22 months ago

Well I finally went 4 weeks without smoking! The longest I have ever done it for in years! My goal now is to go another 4 weeks to complete my 60 days cycle. And it’s over FOR REALS! The cravings are less and less, it gets so much easier each day. I did not have to sacrifice hanging out with my friends even though they are smokers. They supported me the whole way through. Sometimes they did accidently passed me the blunt but I did not take a hit and passed it on. Being sober is so much better than being high all the time. I am more productive and alert. I feel that I am not as indecisive as before and i make my decisions quick. Another 4 weeks for the official! I’ll keep you updated! Good luck!



stop smoking weed (read all 27 entries…)
Week 3 Update 22 months ago

Well well well! This is my 3rd week of sobriety! It was rainy and ugly outside yesterday and I wanted to smoke so bad. The urges were coming really strong and I almost caved in but I remember the reason why I was quitting. I channeled my thoughts something else and practice the technique I learned from this site (finger tapping technique) and it worked! Well I need to stay clean and stay focused becuase it’s not official until my 4 weeks are over!



coke
NOT THE BEST THING! DONT DO IT! 22 months ago

2 years ago, I walked in to a room and saw my friends sniffing lines. They offered me and i tried and I have been addicted ever since. It really makes me unproductive and out of tuned. But it sure does makes me horny! I have one of the most incredible sex on it! It is expensive and it does make you drink more thats for sure! The next day sucks though. Matterfact I just did half a gram last night! LOL! I need to quit this garbage though.



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Week 2 update 22 months ago

15 days soBER! It feels great! I went to Tahoe this weekend and celebrated my best friends bday. It was a blast! Went to the casino and lost some money on craps, drank so much alcohol and popped 2 pills. I was feeling great. My friends all smoked like 10 blunts the whole time but I did not participate at all. I was so proud of myself by not doing so. I did have cravings but I just kept tellen myself that I dont need that garbage. LOL! I am still struggling to quit so wish me luck. Sometimes I feel like caving in because its so stressful but I just think of the reason why I should quit. Thanks ya’ll!



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