I’m a closed book and always maintain the facade of “I’m great”. It’s really hard for me to tell someone (no matter how close) how i really feel. I guess it’s an insecurity thing and fear of being out of control in regards to what they do with the info. I’m learning to open up and share who I am with those I love.
choco_latte's Life List
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1. ask a guy out
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2. watch more foreign films
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3. show up at the airport with a bag and a passport and take the first flight available
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4. stop telling lies
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5. Love without fear
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6. write a book
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7. perfom as a concert pianist
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8. be more tactful
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9. be more positive
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10. Fall in real love: ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't live without each other love.
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11. share my feelings
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12. live to serve others
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13. live and own a beach front home
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14. save $10,000
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15. stop feeling lonely
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16. curb the cynical, sarcastic pessimist inside me
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17. exercise everyday
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18. be healthy
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19. send in a postcard to PostSecret
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20. salsa like a Cuban
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21. love and be loved
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22. climb mt kilimanjaro
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23. be a better friend
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24. read all books worth reading
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25. stop procrastinating
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26. write a blog
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27. be happy :-)
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28. be wealthy
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29. sky dive
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30. go to Havana Cuba
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31. be more open
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32. love myself
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33. speak swahili fluently
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34. Own a royal blue mini cooper s checkmate series
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35. keep a daily journal
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36. ride on a gondola
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37. stop thinking about him
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38. be a better sister
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39. stop spending more than i earn
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40. sleep in every morning
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41. go to the carnival in Brasil
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Recent entries
A closed book
2 years ago
It will happen
2 years ago
What can i say? I’m a hopeless romantic! I know this will happen to me one day and I will fully embrace the feeling :)
My favourite film genre
2 years ago
Foreign films are just devine. They encompass everything and are just soo versatile.
My goal is to explore more of the non mainstream types. I Watched Water and Fire by Deepa Mehta yesterday and I was so touched by the confronting issues. I love directors/writers who take a chance for what they belive in.
I want to watch more South East Asian, French and Spanish movies (I’ve watched most mainstreams). All recommendations are welcome :)
