Its all well and fine to have this goal but in the long run how do u really know if your supposed to hold on or just let go? Like I’v always thought that i’d never let my bf go and i still think this but sumtimes I think that maybe he secretly wants me to let go. He’s constantly stressed and i can never fix things for him and its like Im just something extra for him to worry about. I dont like being an extra worry. He says i make things better but do i really?? I really dont know anymore. It sucks. Maybe once schools over itll all be alright again lol.
chocolatecandyfloss's Life List
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1. Climb the Matterhorn
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2. live life not just exist
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3. run around the world with a smile on my face
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4. always be young and never stop dreaming
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5. see the northern lights again
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6. learn more about my religion
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7. take every crazy travel oppertuity and live life to the full
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8. see every country in the world
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9. climb more
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10. create a vision board
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11. Hold on to the special person forever
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12. Make myself proud
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13. Backpack through Europe
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14. Never let him go
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15. Get married and build a house with the one i love
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16. stand on my own two feet and enjoy it
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17. Stay strong
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18. show the one i love the true side of the world and let him see the answers
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19. develop healthier sleeping routines
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20. learn how to write with my right hand
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21. kiss at the top of the eiffel tower
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22. build the worlds biggest indoor play centre
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23. carry post-it notes so I can leave random comments wherever I go
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24. visit Africa and help the poor
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25. learn to sing
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26. write a short story and have it published
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27. learn to skip doubledutch
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28. camp out more
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29. go back to Scotland to see my family
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30. ride the fastest scariest roller-coaster in the world
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31. commit random acts of insanity
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32. be truely open-minded
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33. speak my mind
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34. Make the Best of Life, Be Happy and Content
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35. have a better judge of character
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36. love myself for myself
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37. talk in acronyms all day
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38. conquer my fear of flying
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39. show up at the airport with a bag & a passport & take the first flight available.
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40. stop worrying
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41. I want to climb Everest
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Recent entries
Life offers hard choices
13 months ago
Hmmmm
13 months ago
Iv decided I definately dont wanna go back there. Its just a memory now and its like i never even lived there. NZ is my new life and identity. The only reason id ever go back is to introduce my family to my bf and even that would be a strain because its somewhere I tried so hard to escape from and now have. Its not a nice place except maybe for the scenery.
Wishes
13 months ago
So its spring, still at school and i so wish i could just be out there in nature just having sum space. There isnt any really really good climbing oppertunities here unless you count going rock climbing inside. It’s definately on my agenda to get out there and climb. I want to build up my strengh and do what i love.
