I'm doing 19 things
and the guitar is collecting dust. Maybe it is not my thing afterall?
cindysmith81's Life List
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1. be more positive
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2. To finish reading the Tibetan book of living and dying
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3. Travel to Cambodia, Vietnam, Indo, Thailand.
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4. love myself
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5. live in India
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6. Go to South America/Peru
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7. Study again, what I still have to decide
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8. live in japan for a year
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9. see Nine Inch Nails in concert
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10. Keep a journal
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11. learn the guitar
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12. be inspired
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13. Allow myself to be intimate and open and not be afraid
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14. Create a positive change
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15. Become Financially Free
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16. change myself from within
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17. eat healthier
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18. Go to gym 3 times a week
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19. i want to start painting or drawing
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Recent entries
Well, a few weeks ago I entered a relationship. Strangest thing was, I am so used to guys taking the relationship easy, and going with the flow. not this time. found myself a real communicator, and someone full of feelings and depth. so much so that it turns out I am the quiet one, the unavailable one. however, I am slowly opening up, and it is going well. I am allowing him to get close and allowing myself to be open. Feels scary, but good!
I have found a guitar store in a nearby town, and I have found online lessons. I have also put the cash aside to buy it, now I just have to go and buy it. I am stalling for some reason, but the stalling feels good. Feels like I am really asking myself if this is something I am going to accomplish. so we wait and see…
