cindysmith81

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learn the guitar (read all 2 entries…)
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and the guitar is collecting dust. Maybe it is not my thing afterall?



Allow myself to be intimate and open and not be afraid
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Well, a few weeks ago I entered a relationship. Strangest thing was, I am so used to guys taking the relationship easy, and going with the flow. not this time. found myself a real communicator, and someone full of feelings and depth. so much so that it turns out I am the quiet one, the unavailable one. however, I am slowly opening up, and it is going well. I am allowing him to get close and allowing myself to be open. Feels scary, but good!



learn the guitar (read all 2 entries…)
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I have found a guitar store in a nearby town, and I have found online lessons. I have also put the cash aside to buy it, now I just have to go and buy it. I am stalling for some reason, but the stalling feels good. Feels like I am really asking myself if this is something I am going to accomplish. so we wait and see…



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