cindythinksalot

i think i can make this work by the end of July. yes. July that is said goal: to see all of Goddard’s work by the end of July.

there are so many things i’d like to fix about me. of course since i live in los angeles, losing weight is usually the center of my attention. i don’t think there’s ever been a day when i didn’t think about my weight. ever.

i’m for trying to improve myself. be nicer; more open with people, more honest with myself – hey i should add those to this list. i just don’t think trying to lose weight so i can fit into some skinny jeans i bought ten years ago should really be one of those goals – and yet here i am, tired as all hell but getting read to go work out.

there isn’t any sort of map that will show you how to be content with yourself. you just have to find your way. i suppose this weight thing is a first start. then, i’ll move on to …who knows what. i’m sure i’ll find something to change about me by next week.