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Well this is something that I will continue to work on because you can always be a better person and there is always someone who needs another friend or even one friend. This world can be such a lonely place. But I do beleive that I am becoming a better friend since I have evaluated the way that I look at alot of situations and have seen that I have many amazing people in my life that help in so many differnent situations and I’m trying to be that person that people know they can depend on and I beleive that I’m getting to that point. I’ve been evaluating the people that took me for granted and that used me. Not that I think they used me on purpose but I needed to deciffer how I felt about these people and now they are not such a major impact in my life and its making my life much better and alot more fun to live.

I don’t think this is something that will ever stop or that I will be able to stop doing as life goes on because people and thing’s continue to change, including myself. Right now though, I do feel that I am comfortable with what does make me happy and I realize many thing’s that I have to be thankful for and thing’s that I take for granted everyday that I need to realize won’t be there forever and that I need to enjoy them as I have them.

Well I was deff. afraid of this relationship. Lamont is actually everything I have asked for. He’s gorgous, we don’t argue, and he is just so much fun. He makes me laugh all the time and I always want to be with him. When I’m with him all I really want to do is just look at him and smile.
I’m not saying he’s absolutely perfect and that our relationship is either but actually it’s pretty close. It’s just been a challange for me to make and keep a commitment and now I feel like I’m ready and I want to be with him.