cioelisebrandau

becuz it just doesnt work….well atleast not for me….

As i have already stated in one of my previous entries..i have “dated” a lot of boys…not all of them were special(of course)..but some of them mattered to me…I have learned a whole bunch from my previous relationships…the good, the really good, the bad, and ofcourse..the really bad….Some of those relationships helped me…and some of them hurt me….
But what really matters right now…is my current boyfriend…he’s so amazing to me..I respect him so much and i actually listen to what he has to say..he gives me really helpful advice…and i know he doesnt care about having sex with me..or anything like that…he’s actually in this relationship because he likes me…i want to treat him well..and do anything i can to keep this relationship alive…but it gets hard sometimes for me to let him in..because of some of my crappy relationships….i want to be a good girlfriend to him.

I guess you can say..ive dated a lot of guys..but i mean..ofcourse not all of the “relationships” i had with them were serious…..Each guy i learned was completley different..Some were atheletes..others were musicians…artists…jerks…But all in all, there was something that attracted me to each and every one of them..

TO BE CONTINUED...