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citir




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citir's Life List

  2. 1. have couple of friends
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  3. 2. To live instead of exist
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  4. 3. Dance in the rain
    1 entry     		2,221 people
  5. 4. i want to men fight for me
    1 entry     		1 person
  6. 5. be famous
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  7. 6. the first
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  8. 7. solve my figure issues
    		1 person
  9. 8. dont hurt the ones who actually cares
    1 entry     		1 person
  10. 9. whatever people say i am, that's what i'm not
    1 entry     		1 person
  11. 10. Meet someone who has always wanted to meet me.
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  12. 11. to understand what happened
    1 entry     		1 person
  13. 12. live happily ever after like a fairy tale
    1 entry     		1 person
  14. 13. accept what ive got and wish to have what i havent got
    1 entry     		1 person
  15. 14. return my phone calls
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  16. 15. cast a spell but not to be cursed
    1 entry     		1 person
  17. 16. run run run run
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  18. 17. be a better person. feel ok. not want to die again. get married. not to push people away
    1 entry     		1 person
  19. 18. Have great arms.
    1 entry     		14 people
  20. 19. be right
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  21. 20. i dont do crowds
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  22. 21. dont compete what i couldnt with
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  23. 22. write a book before graduate
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  24. 23. stop prejudgement
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  25. 24. sometimes do whatever it takes to win
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  26. 25. stop stalking profiles
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  27. 26. stop having one night stands
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  28. 27. be as skinny as i could
    		1 person
  29. 28. concentrate on my to do list
    		1 person
  30. 29. isolate myself from world
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  31. 30. be the best 2.one
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  32. 31. i want to make myself clear
    2 entries     		1 person
  33. 32. you know what i want
    2 entries     		1 person
  34. 33. to stick with my new year plans
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  35. 34. be blonde as always
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  36. 35. LIVE IN A PERFECT WORLD
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  37. 36. stop to replace gried with the food
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  38. 37. deserve respect
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  39. 38. get a degree
    		1,018 people
  40. 39. stop smoking and drinking and using substance
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Recent entries
be blonde as always
hate mom 18 months ago

the worst decision i have been taken by the force of my mom was redye my hair to the dark brown

i have been always a blonde and lightened my hair in my high school times to a really light blonde
i have never been feel prettier or cutier than ever
now i stuck with this head full of hair which i cant even look at mirrors

i hate my mom did i evet tell you

Dec 30, 2007, 09:22AM PST | 0 comments


you know what i want (read all 2 entries…)
sadness is a piece of mind 18 months ago

how could someone realize that she is actually mentally ill
basically sick seriously very sick , the most sick person on earth

this machine in my head doesnt work properly my friend i tell you

in school applications or work applications they always ask for any disease do you have or any medical condition do you have , and the answer is clearly no ,not at all ,never had .. but the truth is suicidal but never going to attend it , suffering from heavy depression but refuse to get treatment , addicted to alcohol and drugs but never get hurt or to hurt someone else etc..

sounds like potential criminal doesnt it
i read that article about a writer , she sad i suffered from love whole my life , i cant imagine not being in love and actually being loved.

she actually described my life but i dont even have any talent or ability to express myself

Dec 26, 2007, 02:57PM PST | 0 comments


i want to make myself clear (read all 2 entries…)
heartbeats 18 months ago

cant believe i couldnt sleep because of my heartbeats
its getting more exciting every second after i signed this form to go to england. i really dont know actually what is going to happen now because it was my excuse to get away these people who makes me suffer first but now the place im running is full of other people whom they hurt me most. the weird thing is i knew this from the beginning and my so called get away trip wasnt actually get away and honestly i dont expect anything from them but why my heartbeats doesnt let me sleep
how complicated could it be? besides nobody knows that im leaving from here and nobody knows that im going there , it is impossible to run people accidentally in the street

god i wish i could understand what s really happening in my mind
could someone please get inside my brain and tell me whats going on?

alex turner though have a piece of something overthere (in my mind)out of nowhere, i started to fantasizing about him .

i think we are going to meet somewhere in london maybe in an irish pub and then inevitably love at first side
and later on i started to study music business because being manager of alex requires some acknowledge of course basically im a pro so we end up like sharon and ozzy osbourne haha

Dec 26, 2007, 02:47PM PST | 0 comments


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