clearthinker

Feeling grateful for everything.



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How I did it
How to come to peace with my recent break up.
It took me
10 months
It made me
Satisfied


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Work on forgiveness. Let it leave my body, mind and soul. (read all 44 entries…)
Working on patience 3 days ago

My bipolar friend is lashing out at people that want to help her. She has not done anything about her problem. She is taking her time with it and everyone around her is anxious, upset and most do not want anything to do with her. Please God help me find the right way on how to help her. Her lies are destroying her. She is in couseling but needs to find a way to stop the lying. It’s so destructive.
A truthful life is a stress free life.



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Harmed 4 days ago

I have figured out why I’m eating out of control and feel so horrible. I’ve been spending too much time around my bipolar friend and she went into a lying frenzie and it drained the living juice out of my system. Even though I know she is ill being around constant bullshit is draining and irritating. She has bills she needs to pay and just talks about traveling, going to exotic places and does not care that her bills do not get paid.
Being around that stresses me and I eat weird stuff. We decided to take a break and now I’m not as hungry. I’m a stress eater so my constant hunger will be better.
Now back to healthy living.



Work on forgiveness. Let it leave my body, mind and soul. (read all 44 entries…)
Back to square one 4 days ago

I met my friend’s counselor and told her that my friend was back to lying a great deal. The counselor told my friend I had said this. My friend lies to everyone and sometimes people believe her and then find out she lies, they treat her like crap and avoid her. By helping, I’m not sure I’m helping but when someone is so ill, someone needs to step up and at least get them to a professional, and that is what I did and doing. My bipolar friend can drain the leaving HELL out of a person with her secrete lifestyle, her lies and her constant bullshit. When she is not manic she is a fun and sweet person. God please give me strength to continue with such a tormented soul and God please help her find balance in her life. Amen.



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