I cannot believe I live in Las Vegas now. I never thought I would be brave enough to move so far away. I am happy with the change.
Deliberately self deprecating's Life List
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1. stop binging
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2. become anorexic
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3. Pass the PRAXIS II Exams
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4. lose 50 pounds and keep it off
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5. get a chinchilla
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6. save up $2,000
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7. lose weight
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8. exercise regularly
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9. visit all 50 states
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10. collect all the MASH DVDs
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11. get out of debt
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12. stop being jealous
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13. stop eating fast food
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14. Stop eating junk food
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15. get up earlier to make the most of the day, and my life
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16. Be a size 12 again
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17. pay my library fines
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I have season season two, three and four. I am a MASH junky. “Will someone please turn down the war?”—Pierce
I don’t really want an eating disorder. I have never been good at skipping meals or starving myself for that matter. I just want to stop overeating. I just wish I knew how Anas do it. I have struggled with my weight since adolescence. I have tried diet pills, and fad diets. But the fat is just here to stay. When I was a teenager, I never imagined weighing over 200 lbs. I am 65 lbs. overweight.
When I was a kid, I watched a talk show about an 800 lbs. woman who could not get out of her bed. She totally disgusted me. I just could not understand how anyone could let themselves get so obese. Well I have to say that is quite easy to let it happen because I let it happen to me. I just hate myself.
