cleversleazoid37

physically seems the easiest. i dont consider myself in all that great of shape, i’m one that always thinks you can be thinner..and yea i realize that may not be all that good. but i dont know if i really care. i’ve stopped caring for most things lately. most of the stuff that used to make me happy just..doesnt anymore. i dont care for it. it just bores me. i just want to sleep. all the time. just sleep. i’m always tired. even if i just wake up. not much makes me happy anymore. and, as i’ve already stated, i just dont care. maybe i could just end it. it would be so much easier. i’m just.. sick of life

i want to know who i am and who i want to be and just.. me. i dont feel like i know myself. i think a lot of us pick up stuff we “like” from other people. i want to find myself and do stuff for just.. me. not in a selfish, vain way. just ..i want to know who i am, for myself. and not feel so down all the time

i plan on going to japan next year, for my last school year..whether that works out or not is a different story