cloneddementia

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Québec is having a head shaving fund raiser June 8th throughout the frenchie province. I will be there. Any one else?

I got my winter semester course grades in and my first year in university: 3.25. So close yet so far. I’ll just have to slowly make my way up. Question though, a GPA in the states is out of how much?I heard its higher than in Quebec which is out of 4.3.

So, I set as the first weekend in April. I’d really like to raise $500 however I have no clue how… any suggestions? I’m not scared about buzzing my head (no shiny head for me). I’ve cut my hair about once inch short four years ago for a hair donation to locks of love. But I’d really want to raise money too! The only thing I’m scared of is my white scalp. I have tan skin but my scalp is really really white :S

I had a 3.5 GPA until I got my last class grade: C. So it dropped to a 3.08 :(

Stupid prof was a major bitch. But its my fault for not studying enough and taking that class seriously cause she gave the exam questions ahead of time. Damn my cockyness.

1. toga
2. fairy (leaf fairy)
3. referee
4. cop
5. santa
6. sailor senshi
7. fireman
8. bunny
9. prisoner
10. hula girl
11. pirate
12. cowgirl
13. skeleton
14. batgirl
15. pumpkin
16. school girl
17. cheerleader (evil)
18. beauty queen
19. rugby player
20. boy/girlscout
21. angel
22. devil
23. clown
24. lil’ red riding hood
25. poodle skirt 50’s girl
26. dead prom/beauty queen
27. miss america

Over the summer, I acquired a boyfriend. It was all fun & games and I enjoyed it alot but after awhile I felt as if we were clashing alot and not enjoying the time we spent together. Not only that but we were arguing or fighting alot. Blreah. Not what I needed. So I finally got the courage to dump my boyfriend (after a little well-needed pep talk from Theresa, thanks by the way). It was hard dumping him but I felt it was needed and regretted it for awhile mostly because I felt bad because he was my best friend and I cried for awhile. But then I fell in love with the greatest guy in the world and I love him :)

Seeing Lushicious Lips & DSL kiss was well worth it! HAhaa. Best is when guys get guys ;)

During my I.M. class yester-morning, I finally decided my major: Public History at Concordia University. It feels great knowing what I want.

After some more thinking. I believe a nose piercing is not for me. Wish it was but nopes. Im happy I have not gotten it yet.

Gosh. One of the things I miss the most about my ex is the fact that he gave me back massages and head rubs practically daily if not more. I love’d them so much and got addicted. They were the best. Except when he’d try and untighten the knots in my lower back. That hurt like a bitch.

...maybe thats the only thing I miss about him? Haha. That makes me a bitch, eh?

13. giving me a teddy bear
14. writing romantic letters
15. telling his friends how much he likes me
16. preparing meals for me

So when I came home from work, I didnt want to see my boyfriend again in my work clothes… I didnt have a shirt but I had a pair of jeans in the car so while I was driving down a road in Millstone I slowed down and changed my pants while driving. It was dangerous but there was no one on the roads and it saved me some time ;)

12. Buying me a bunch of helium balloons… <3

I let my emotions get ahold of me and it messes with my head. So in turn, I try and mess with the people who are messing with me and in the end, all that is created is one BIG mess. Ive got to learn to get ahold of my emotions and not let my head run off with them. ARgh.

Ok, Ive been a lazy bum and havent practiced it in ages. So maybe Ill pick it up again and practice some more. I really should go to a class or something but I dont have the cash or the time to go to one, aie.

Unfortunately, I cant save enough money to get a money and even if I do save money, Ive got alot more important stuff I need to pay for than a massage. They are so darn expensive!

When I was younger in gymnastics, our coaches gave us back massages at the end of our pratices sometimes (And cracked our backs at the end.. it felt so good eventhough I couldnt breathe for that one moment it was being cracked)...

Then another time, a friend of mine gave me a massage. It felt real good, he was much better than I had expected. And another time, this one guy who was interested in me tried to give me a shoulder/neck rub and it wasnt so great, haha. Maybe, I should just pick up a boyfriend to get some massages :D

Ive been changing myself these past couple of months and Ive realizing that the more you know who you are the more you realize what you want. Im still in the midst of changing who I am to who I want to become but the road towards what I want is becoming clearer than ever. I just hope there arent as many bumps in the road as in the past.

So, Ive participating in “Relay for Life” on saturday. Im still unsure if I am going to shave my head there or not. Ive had my hair short before (1” short) but never buzzed, and I really wish to buzz it. Problem is that it took me two whole years to grow it out to its current length. Argh. Im so unsure. I want to try it but I dont want to go through growing my hair out again… breah.

9. buying me one of those giant kisses
10. tells me how he’s truly feeling
11. remembers the little things

June 4th
eating bagels, helping momma c with the cookies, hitting frankie, daniela getting the bananas everytime i threw them too far for laura to catch, cutting my finger because frankie distracted me

June 3rd
working for my daddio all day long, eating sandwiches in the office, the orgasmic thunderstorm while sitting in the car listening to the radio, must i say bonfire (haha), making smores, the damn people at wawa, seeing that annoying guy from work working at wawa, finding out that my dad knows jon dancer’s dad, peeing outside ;), the feeling of sand between my toes, tim saying “thats redneck pretty”, sleeping over tc’s and falling asleep to a chick flick on the couch

June 2nd
hung out all day watching tv, haha

June 1st
walking through allentown with tc, being late for the funeral and having to run through allentown while tc waited in traffic, while running through traffic seeing amanda in a car, watching the fire trucks move throughout allentown, walking back with amanada from the cemetary, driving tc’s car cause she was too lazy to walk to it ;)

May 31st
driving fast on the turnpike to pick up my daddio at the airport, seeing Megan Skeehan and Lipica Shaw at the wake, going to Laura’s after the wake and helping out with the mass cars & donations, eating their italian cookies, having a good convo with tc in the car while waiting for the pinhas’ to come back

May 30th
going to the mall with aryn, taking a bijillion photos by being camera whores with aryn & jodi

May 29th
going to the allentown memorial day parade, relaxing after a long weekend and just chilling

May 28th
drinking in steven’s memory at laura’s house and watching Bring it On on a crappy VHS format which crackled, making cookies with amanda and tc for laura’s family

May 27th
being there for laura at the hospital, playing scatagories with amanda tc and louie, hanging outside at the hospital garden thingie watching the fishies in the pond, sleeping on the benches outside the hospital, ducky running into the sliding door

May 26
being a freak and dressing up to go see X-Men3

May 25th
hanging out at theresa’s and just chilling in the kitchen, picking up jodi & aryn’s new habit of poking boobies, haha

May 24th
finally getting to NJ, walking from the bus stop to my dad’s house

May 23rd
finding the calculus test easy, hanging out in st-bruno with jackie shea and justin, buying pixie stix haha, getting some pizza and watching a movie at justin’s house, moving out of the apartment, hanging out with mc before i left, burning the nachoes, getting on the bus towards the states that wasnt packed